我....[想][起][你]了

近时的世界很丰富

每天都有街出，地方去，人认识

现在也刚从派对回来    好累噢

平时我回到家第一件事就是冲凉

但不知为什么今晚却不一样...第一件事就是...想起你

也许是我把该有的伤心埋在心里深处

现在才出现吧

每天过着忙碌的生活，都没给自己机会想你  就算想也是短占罕稍微的想

现在休息了，停下了，就无法避免真真的[想][起][你][了]

这种感觉很熟悉...一年前我也试过...那就是吃醋的感觉

我也不知道为什么我从来都不吃你的醋但今晚却[第][一][次][对][你][有][这][种][感][觉]

我很不喜欢这种感觉

这种感觉也就因为我的不喜欢而被我的心罕思想派侧从我的生命里消失

但就凭你一个男的.....使这个感觉重发

讨厌     厌恨    可恶    卑鄙

我不想要的东西偏偏回来了

我已经在尽力了    甚至告诉自己你本来就是个错误

我本来做得很好  都怪我的手痒去看一些不该看的东西    导致我有这种感觉

真该死 >.<

无所谓  她说得对我只不过是想太多了
我会振作起来  我不能回头看！我要坚强，我会坚强。 

没有你我一样也可以幸福快乐！！！

f r o m 

a n n's

hEarT.2heArt

day with daddy

13.7.2010

 my day with daddy..

he just came back frm overseas then got to go again within three days >.<

just to see the king of duno which country

like the king is more important than the kids

get quite mad sumtimes >.<

but wat can i do...

cried tht night..duno y..sud had the feeling tht all the males in my life r leaving me..lol

think too much dy lahs ~

the day i skipped school

16.7.2010

this morning woke up at 11am+ due to incapability of sleeping the previous night~

missed school.. ='(

went to lm at 1pm to got a hair cut at GC, hmm..wat should i say.. i prefer my hair longer =D

now its 2inches shorter at the back n 1/2 inch shorter in the front...

but nvm.hair will grow xD

then,i watched I N C E P T I O N

GOOD movie. very deep. takes high lvl of understanding & logic to totally grasp the movie. x[

haha. means i am xD LOL

throughout the whole movie,ying said "i dont get it" for at least 3 times! haha

rili nice show. recommend it to all =)

aft tht,went to jalan the lm pasar mlm..bought a few things..then went back

7.30pm went for tuition. the biggest JOKE part is comin up here

on da way,i saw the corner restaurant lights all off. they were using torchlights ==

when we reached tuition , we got down the car,& saw evry1 standing outside the house,duwana go in..

then only we knew no electric ~! so class canceled x)

all the students hanging around w8ting for parents to fetch them home~

stupid jeremy stil came for tuition altho i told him dunid to come dy~ but he blame it on me saying  i din say properly! =.= zzz

anyway,we headed to LM pasar mlm for the second time, AGAIN

felt so freakin hot there ! squeezing wif all those ppl >.< yucks~!

so went into lm at boston yumcha wif jon &amp; ying instead..

also,waiting for khei nung & cs...

we wait wait & wait until the shop also wana close dy! then only they come! n say wat car cannot start la~ bang the tree la~ all those crap excuses duno real anot~ ishh

anyway,it was 10pm then.. jon & ying went home ald,so me,khei nung &amp; cs went to pasar mlm for the THIRD TIME! swt man ~ tdy went pm most times in a day ==

walk one round,then suddenly feel generous so bought a pearl milk tea for ah weng at the cd shop..he whole day in there,sure vry sien ler T_T hope it cheered him up^^

after tht,decided to meet up wif sam & kah weng
as usual,i had alot of crap exchange wif sam.. haha

miss him much xD n all our BS 2gtr . haha 

CS said, "u two like opening war lidat "

haha! actually,really abit like war. hehe

sat at the pm char kuey teow stall til 11pm.. start to feel tired... @_@ eyes drying up...

so went home lo ^^

T H A N K S khei nung for sending me home, n thx all for gving me such a wonderful day 

love u all . muahs =)

f r o m

a n n's 

hEart.2hEart

everything's c h a n g e d

i knew tht the second i decide to let u out of my life, evrytg will change

& it has


my list of things to do is now all canceled out(thx to him) :


killing my brain cells to plan surprises for him .. 
breaking my finger skin to practise the "it" for him  .. 
genting with him  ..
ice city .. 


maybe its a good thing?

save my time , brain cells , & money .. zzz

can put them on my studies now (say ony la~ hahs!)

hmm.. its not easy getting used to a sudden change,but i think im doing alright

thx to my beloved babes & dudes who has been there for me =] muahs . love u all ♥

[lately's] ...

our class T is gone T_T

because its too expensive.. her her.. i liked the class T soo much

watched the drama 偷心大圣PS男 xD N I C E !!

but onyl until chap18.. chap19 not out yet.. gota w8 for it 

faster faster publish pls~~

im getting my new BB Storm soon =P

THANKS DADDY ^^ hehe

happy~

abt tht dress in NICHII..maybe i'll go bk n hv a look next week? but if its not there then..i guess its fate =)

the polaroid camera...hmm..wanted to buy it at first to capture t h e   m o m e n t s with him,but now tht there is no more h i m ,i guess i can save back the rm265 =p hehe

lately evryy9 also sleeping aft 1am  0.0

gosh~ my panda eyes r comin out , but my pimples r goin away x) yes!!

hope i dun fall sick.. or it will be such a waste.

looking forward to weekend. have lots of plans goin on =D hope they will be great ^^

went to Taylor's University College ytd.. i liked the facilities & all. n they have the courses tht i want..

but now im kinda torn apart between both.. Interior Design / Mass Comm. 

i enjoy both, n would do well in both.. but just balancing out which one can lead me to a better n brighter future =p

hahs! talk like sp pro.. actually total noob. lol

after tht,went for lunch at MED,subang .. the food there ranking 46/100 ba~

but Snowflakes was definitely 80/100 xD

loved it soo much

healthy, yummy, looks great too .. hehe =D wana go again x) go to the pavilion one ^^

thts all i guess.. just some randoms abt mua life~ hope evrytg will get better n better..

i love you all ♥ 

f r o m 

a n n's

hEart.2hEart

是我没勇气还是。。？

好久没把坏心情写在部落格了

粉红色的那本不能写了

你做给我的那本也不能写了

所以  只好写在这咯

你送我的每一样东西   我都收藏起来了  可能我不想每天都看到有关于我罕你的回忆吧。。

你送我的纪念品我也没打开

眼看着那盒子  贴着 [爱] [回忆] [永恒]  这三个字。。不知不觉地说：林俊豪，这世上根本没有永恒的爱。。。

很奇怪吧。。我也不知道为什么。。我始终也没办法鼓起勇气把盒子打开

可是这种感觉又不像是缺乏勇气    反而稍微像根本不想知道里面是什么

因为心里想，不管里面藏的是什么，现在的我们之间根本不会有任何的改变

不知道是我害怕看见里面所藏着的东西？ 还是我根本就对那份礼物没兴趣。。

或许你说的都是真的  但我依然因为你而对 [真爱] 这个东西失去了信心。。

甚至连跟别人之间的对白都开始派侧这两个字了

你对我的影响真的很大  我也为了你改变不少  但我始终还是做不够  付出太少  少到让你觉得我没拿出真心来对待你

 。。。。

或许有一天，我会再次把那份纪念品握在手里。。拆开盖子

但只怕等到到时。。全部已经太迟了。。。

你说如果是真的觉得对不起就不会在网上让全世界的人看到。。

但这是你独自的想法

对我而言，把我的话让给全世界的人看到就代表了我最纯真的真心

要让全世界的人都作证

对不起，我让你觉得我不是真心的抱歉

但我还是会继续过我的生活  做我想做的 尝试我想试的 罕研究我想知道的

我会继续走下去因为时间是不等人的残酷现实

所以我也不能那么轻易的让它走失

不可否认，我偶尔也会想起你  可是我想起你的时候却不像之前那种想念的想 而只是单纯的回想起。

这是代表我成功脱离了依赖你的日子吗？

如果是的话那我真的还蛮佩服我自己的。那么短的时间内可以学会远离一个人，同时在过程中把微笑挂在脸上

我很感谢支持罕安慰我的家人罕朋友们

可能对你们来说，帮我只是亲友之间该做的事，但对我来说却存着很大的意义罕感激

我想在此说一声 ‘谢谢, 我爱你们’

f  r o m

a n n 's

hEart.2.hEart

Imma do it for you !! ^^

2.6.10

Teehee ^^

have a plan going on here.. but wont say it out now

haha! let u all sam si si .

last wednesday was his birthday ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

brought him to The Gardens for lunch

ate at Fung Lye Restaurant. it was surprisingly good. hehe^^

then we watched a movie <Knight And Day>

funny show. comedy and romance. my kind of show. =D

the movie ended around 7+ , then we went to Midvalley to meet michael & Li Ann

hehe..her name is same as mine ^^ ANN

i got abit shock when i saw her legs. i was tinkin "so thin geh?"..then lagi shock when see her face! haha xD (paiseh..)

we went for Baskin Robbins,THANKS MICHAEL ! hehe

then went window shopping...lim jiunn hao make me so sam fu that time ="[

he force me to try a dress..n i fell in love with it,but cant but,cz i need the money for sumtg else..herher..vry sad de lo ="[

anyway,i force myself to walk out of the shop without looking back at that dress. n i succeeded,

see! ntg is impossible =[

suppose to go home for tuition,but the jam was soooo horrible! we decided to stay until it clear off a little.

went home 10pm+ .. happy day with u,lim jiunn hao. hope u enjoyed too.^^

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3.6.10

a long-planned surprise turned out to be a failure,as his maid,his mum,his frens,n according to him,me too, bocorkan our secret plan.. T__T

suppose to be a fun & syok time seeing his surprise face,but haie.....F.A.I.L

morning he had class til 10.30am,thn went for breakfast wt him..aft that he came to my house hang around until 5pm,i ask him to send me to my frens house cz i hv a party..

thn he went bk to seremban,n i waited for michael to pick me to seremban..

sorry there,for the little misunderstandin wt ur girl. my apologies..

reach seremban,stay in his room,wait for him to come bk..

aniticipating the moment he walk into his room n see me there. frm the start i wasn convinced he was surprised..his expression wa snot convincing.but thn,he said he is surprised,so i just believe only lo..but,he bocorkan diri at the dinner table x[

hmph! hate it when my plan fails. cant get the result i want

i will try again n again n again

i did it once,i surely can do it again! gambateh ann!

bbq was fun.din take many pics cz too busy eating.lol

but we took one pic only. n i cnt upload it,cz its polaroid T__T

reached kl at 1.30am...saw mum fallen asleep on the sofa waitin for me..

i love u mum. thanks for everytg

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6.6.10

i want to buy soo many things! haha xD

1) polaroid camera

2)that dress in nichii

3)the drama PS男

4)new handphone

& i wan to go to places too!!!

1) ice city

2) genting (with him..hehe)

today during BIO class,i hv such a srong determination to give birth to twins. LOL !!!

wat an epic moment xD chatted with pui ling,had new suggestions & opinions.

she is a vry mature thinking n sweet girl ^^

hope we will be bf's forever ^^ cheers

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to: that special y.o.u

i have made up my mind to do "it" for u.

hehe^^ but ofcz,i wont say wat is "it" now.

wai til the day i show u,thn u wil noe.haha (BS..LOL)

i wil try my best n put in my best effort to make it perfect for u =)

monthly test coming!!!

GG.

principle wanted to see our whole class! =.=

her pejabat fille dwith 5s3 xD haha. yeng man when we walk out frm the pejabat

haha

our class T is super yeng ^^ happy abt it.

purple! my fav colour,was chosen by vote & luck. hehe

it was meant to be. teehee ^^

evryone's asking me How's life. i have ntg else to answer but Life's great,&moving on =)

cheers ppl !

from:

aNn.fOrever

-XOXO

E N D

mY r3ceNTs~

hmm..ntg much..jz some update abt life

& dunwana abandon my bloggie

one week after surgery..

everytg changed..

cant eat seafood,cant drink cold stuff,no ice cream

no coffee,no late nights,no long hour shopping

wednesday is the check up

hope evrytg will be alrite

hiaz~ surgery very yum gong ler T__T

but happy too cz got ppl serve me. muahahaha

n can keep somebody next to me for longer period..ngek ngek x)

the overall process is considered good la =)

pavilion Shimino

nIce =D

lately gota stay further frm HIM dy

God bless me successful in that.. (cz really vry hard to do it T_T)

oh ya,tdy had a fun time sms'ing with him

ngek ngek

有异型没人性啊 心淡啊 哈哈 xD

he is now having buffet dinner at equitorial..pls pls japan win..then he can hv FOC dinner.hehe

tdy went for facial,LM herbaline is better than connaught herbaline (to me la..hehe..to others i duno =p)

bought night gowns..Minoshe,2 for rm59..lol

mummy bought 3 pairs of new shoes..AGAIN!

n i bought new jeans frm Voir. nice n got sale !! lol

i finally got my book!

leroy got his 2nd jab,n chanelle is getting closer with him,which is a good thing x) ngek ngek

ps. sry to the petshop girl..i was soo late..tq for waiting for me

now back home,mum said need to hv antr talk with HIM

n she said i cant hang out with frens til too late in kuantan cz i hvn totally recover yet

whuu whuu..but looking forward to the camp =)

tdy was a happy day

thx chee weng for offering to gv me seminar tips..hehe

p.s I Love You

E N D

--aNn.fOreVeR

МУ ℓΙƑЄ

Long time din post anytg.. hehe..im soo happy now. in a super good mood. so i finally decide to post sumtg

hehe ..

my dog,chanelle,has been missing for the past four days.

just now my neighbour called me,n said chanelle is found ^^

therefore,i m super super happy & glad now. feel so generous. i will belanja the person who found chanelle nice lunch & watch movie ^^

TAHNK YOU SO MUCH

family.friends.possessions.heavenly father.all in good terms.i love my life.simple yet content.

you dont need hi bye friends when you can have loyal,faithful friends.ppl who really care & love you.and i have found them.thank you all of you.you guys/gals have been great.friendship forever ya.

OUR NEWEST FAMILY MEMBER

Royalle is his name ^^

2months old shih tzu

handsome one.

hehe

Lim Jiunn Hao ~ AnnAnn

duno wat to say abt him,except,he is a gentleman,caring,kind,sensitive,rasional,mature,silly(mostly in front of me),n a VIP in my life ^^

i wana thank you evryone who helped find my beloved doggie,CHANELLE.
she has been found! ^^

i really appreciate all ur words of comfort & encouragement.
ur care&concern is deeply remembered.

Prayer is the key to this success
& the Lord never fails. for HE who asks with a sincere heart shall receive.
& that has been proven to me through this happening.
i am vry grateful to the mercy n kindness shown by all who helped.


THANK YOU

E N D

-- aNn.fOreVer

[痛][苦]的一天

好久没写部落各了。。

星期一，早上起床，肚子就超痛的

痛到不得了
没去到学校，今天还是考试天。。惨了
去Lm吃sushi king，但却不能吃它们的sushi
因为不熟的东西会让我肚子痛
只好看着弟弟吃我最爱的sushi了 T_T

爸爸还买了这些给我吞
我最不会吞药丸了，但没办法。。

''for replacement of body fluids and electrolytes lost in diahhrea and vomitting'' >.<

还喝了半瓶这个，因为要让肚子的风打呃出来

我所点的东西
很美味吧？可是我吃了几口就没胃口吃了

很美味吧？可是我吃了几口就没胃口吃了

过后就到中医看医生
医生说我肚子敏感，食物中毒
搞到胃不能好好function~


回到家，应该睡觉，但睡不着，就上网 ^^

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aNn.fOrevEr

last days of CNY

18.2.10

morning go relative house bai nian

his house damn luxurious weh~

bungalow 0.0

build on their own..

altogether cost 1.5mil !! waseh..

i wan a house like that nex time when i grow up too ^^

hehe..ngek ngek

then night time my open house

first guest to arrive is jeremy & jon..

wow 0.0 8pm zhun zhun reach ..who would hv guessed that right?

thn wei bok n his fren..forgot his name..lol

thn kim kent,ec,kevin,ah fatt,ying&sam gor

had fun gambling..all our money gv ec them sapu T__T

around 11.30pm go CC da gei ..zzz

thn go home after a while n clean up..

then....something happen make me vry beh song >.<

i hate those kind of planning

thn ming ming is they keep changing ,but in teh end,the person that rugi is me

F !..

anyway..pass is pass jor..

had a great day altogether

hope nex time wun repeat dis kind of thing la

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20.2.10

morning 10am gather at CCC

left around 10.30

first stop.. jonathan house

2nd stop.. joyce house

3rd stop.. wan er house

4th stop.. elwin house

5th stop cheryl house

then went home bathe n change..

left home at around 7.30pm

6th stop..shaun's house

went to bukit segar..then suddenly raining >.<

dman man.....

reach his place i edi wet little bit le..but nvm

cz had fun playing poker n blackjack

the last round super gan jiong >.<

the chong ka vry ci gek

fuyoh~~ haha xD

at last he 'bao'

hahaha !!

thn 10.30pm adjourn to the 7th stop..kee chong house

there i met many surians

miss them all so much>.<

first welcome gift frmt he host is coke + red wine /whisky

i dun rili rmb..

thn took pics..chit chat wt li yi..shin..& bebelaine

had a great time

n super happy that night

i wan it to happen again =)

HE must come too..hehe

if not i cant enjoy drinks le ^^

ngek ngek..

someone vomitted >.<>

then shaun lee drunk like shit ! cant even walk properly

y wana make urself so drunk if u cant take it? ><

anyway..

reach home pass midnite..

*bamm !!! onto my bed straight away

good nites then =)

had a good time of fellowship with all my dear friends

thx to the families who open their house for us =)

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21.2.10

youth today..

had lion competition..

muahahaha

my group won 1st place^^

then went to mr.lee house to bai nian

gamble there too

lost all my money ..lol

sad..but tonite wil try to win back xD

hope God Bless Me

last night le..gv me some *ang ang luck ^^

muackss !!

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aNn.fOreVer