i duno if i should write this post..
all i know is that it is what i wana say but didn hv the chance to do so..
so here it goes..
- - i was having dinner with mum n the boys jz now..
andy came over to join..
we were happily eating until we talked about D A D D Y ...
and after mum finish talking,my eyes were watery..
it was 2nite i knew dad didn't use to know how to eat crab..
funi rite..
bt its true.. kampung boy bt duno eat crab .. abit lol...
its mum that taught him how to eat it..the first time they ate crab was at JALAN YAP AH LOY
altho lately mum always complain bout daddy,but actually she still rmb evrytg tiny little ting about him..
after mum gave birth to me n my sis,daddy would cook the confinement food for her.. mum added that it was bcz daddy liked the taste of it
hehe.. my cute & funi daddy..
but wen my bro's came to this world,dad was ald travelling n getting more well known..so he didn have much time to be with us..
but i know he still loves us,so that's wats important =)
all the recipe's that daddy cooks for us kids when we go over to his house are all from mummy..
cz when they jz had me,daddy would always help her prepare the ingredients n materials she would need for cookning..
so sweet..
altho we were not so well to do at that time,but i bliv that we were much more happier 2gtr than we are now..
i wanted to say sumtg when mum finished telling us the past stories,but andy's hp rang..n we had to keep quite..
hmm..
so it ended there i guess...
even as i write this post,my tears are falling jz by tinking how i wish i could rmb those moments when we were still hapi 2gtr..
now,im turning 16,my thoughts & memories of my baby days are fading frm my mind day by day bcz there is no one to remind me of them..
i was too young then to know wat was going on..
but i do rmb daddy combing my hair after my shower in front of the mirror..
i always like it when he comb my waist length hair cz i was an itchy baby since young..so wen the comb reach my waist,daddy will stroke a few more times to help me scratch my back hehe..(altho some of u mayb cant und dis,bt it is my sweetest memory wt my daddy^^)
n the way he would sing me to sleep in his arms..
my song was [what a friend we have in jesus] i think if im not mistaken..
jie's song is [amazing grace]
how i would love for my family to be 2gtr again..
but i've asked mum n dad about it
n the hope of my wish coming true seems tiny..
but i will stil do my best to be the best for them
n make them proud
i've lied,cheated,hid stuff frm them,made them sad,disapointed,mad..
bt i swear i will gv it my best to repay them for wat they sacrificed for me..
[ I LOVE YOU MUM & DAD ]
dusn matter how we fight,argue,disagree
or how far u two get,
ur always gona be my dearest beloved mummy and daddy ALWAYS & FOREVER !!!
- - E N D
forever A N N
