最近真的发生了好多好多东西
伤心的。。开心的。。忿怒的。。安慰的。。都有
再加上现在有考试。。
真的好烦噢。。
但让我最不开心的是我跟朋友之间的感情
我们好像越离越远
自从发生 “那件事” 后，我们之间的笑声和气氛少了很多
我不想要这样
已经准备放下过去了的所有一切，但为什么你们却好像还那么被影响到呢？
早知道就不要追求下去了
早知道就从一开始结束掉它
早知道就不要给 “他” 反映
可是这世上是没有“早知道” 的
不然，我也不会在这儿。。
我第一次把朋友之间的误解写在网上。。因为真的不懂可以信任谁了
曾经让我很信任的人可以说是背叛了我
这世上说当 “好姐妹” 到底是不是真的啊？还是所有的一切都是作假的？
真的好乱哦
好希望我们之间的 ‘冷’ 可以睡个觉再醒来,就没事。。
不想过这样的每一天。。很辛苦呀~~
但好事就是我终于都懂了那些是真心对我的人和在我面前假好的人。。
上帝啊。。帮帮我吧~~拜托
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[17.01.10]
went for youth today
first youth of the year
had a new leader in our form5 - -joyce
welcome! ^^
after church,went to pavilion to meet my long lost cousins frm New Zealand-- jeremy n joel
i dun evn rmb hving them as cousins =.="
bad right? anyway,..
reached P around 2.50pm
meet them at Times ..thn went for baskin robbins..
jeremy dusn take ice cream .. aww~~
he missed out alot x)
thn we walked around like lost ppl..=="
P really is the worst place to 'bond'.. (but great for shopping la ..hehe)
6pm watched Sherlock Holmes
quite good..but the reviews were bad.. (dont trust reviews..judge for urself)
9pm + went to TGIF meet arwyn..
the manager so good..treat us drinks n food..jz cz we r family of the staff..
if lidat thn i evryday go there lu~~xixi ^^
hmm..10+ super tired..falling asleep dy..
nex day intervensi 0.0
jia lat! din study at all >.<
but ok la..tdy BM paper..but dis is the first time i feel BC is hard..
omg..hope i can get C at least..
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aNn.fOreVer
