Imma good good girl !

the good girl part is cause i din go out shopping/watch movie/hang gai in the past three days~
means i din spend a single cent in three days!!! MIRACLE.
why? cause my dear friend pass his stupid flu infectin to me!!!!!  so i cant go out anywhere~~ zzz
i really need to find a job~ or sumtg to do with my life~
i cant keep on using moms money to go out n have fun~
过不到自己的良心*

*sometimes , just sometimes, i wish there would be someone there for me to rely on~
 i love my single life. but just sometimes, when ur next to me, i cant stop thinking abt the days we used to have together.
when it was just u &me. our world :)

感激遗弃你的人，因为他教导了你应自立
感激绊倒你的人，因为他强化了你的能力
感激伤害你的人，因为他磨练了你的心志
感激欺骗你的人，因为他增进了你的见识

 

3/1/2011

went for business meetings~

at the start , i thought, hmm..not bad.

but end up, its misleading information given to me~hmm.. what a waste!

i thought that could be my income generator~

but, wth, alot more chances out there =]

the WORST PART is, brought back flu infection with me~

now, suffering at home, cant go out~

when i dont sleep, i feel like im gona drop dead~

when im lying on the bed, feel like my whole body cant move, & body burning like hell~

SHIT*!!!

4/1/2011

woke up at 11+, waited til 3pm for another business meeting, this time with my mom listening too~

i heard some things the guy told my fren abt this meeting, hmm.. i guess u cant be overly confident in urself.

ur age is stil young. ur just a young adult that is easy to impress, tts y u r in tht business.

u nvr seen REAL money making businesses YET.

so, dont put ur hopes too high, cz the higher it gets, the bigger ur fall.

being confident is not a bad thing, but u must know ur limit. and dont let ur confidence turn u into a proud, cockey person. 

night, went for agel money mixer & training, i rili hv confidence tht i can do it.

i just need the time and energy and prospects . of course most importantly, an executive package first~ (daddy daddy daddy, faster come back ^^)

the business plan is really so simple. u just have to be consisten, determined, and persevere.

dont be afraid of being rejected, face it with ur head up high.

its their lost =]

also did a burning bowl ceremony, to let go of whta u dont want in 2011, and welcome in what u want into ur life.

but i didn do my list~ wil be doing it on my own one of these days =]

*there r many things out in da world tht we hvn face, many more challenges cmg our way, we hv to be humble, seek advise, ready to listen & obey.

mom said she found a placement for me at a hotel~ her friend is a chef there~ hmm.. ok la~ quite interesting~ new experience. but the next day, she said, "u should og into ID(interior design).." im like =.=|||

haha! my mom~ so spontaneous~ love her lots

im so glad to hv a mother like her in my life. she has guided me so much in lifes journey

when i was sad, she comforted me.

when i was down, she picked me up.

when i was angry,she cool me down.

when i succeed, she is happier than me.

when i fail, she gives me the strength to get up & carry on.

I LOVE YOU MOMMY

5/1/2011

im totally SICK!!!!!!

shit~ >.<

cant even breathe well now~ ughh~~~

really regret meeting jon tht day~ wth...

went jogging dis morning~ with two dearies~ 

      eachuan 

  cynthia

thanks dad for  letting us use ur car =]

came back, bathe, sleep.. 

20mins later.. hp ring~ sms from sis~

got up again, went to teman her lunch~ haha. she treat me ;)

then came bk home, search for some colleges while digesting, and terus sleep!!

YES! sleep is good! 

when i open my eyes, suddenly i see a figure~ lol~

its YOU =] 

haha. shock me. im thinking "wow~ u so daring,come into my room. mom know then u kena 99!" hahaha

*altho im not there in person, but i wish u all the best. u can do it. i hv faith in u. PROVE TO THEM, IT IS POSSIBLE!!! U CAN DO IT!!! GAMBATEH!!!!

supposed to go gym with sis, but too tired~ sry ffk u

tmr again ba~

gona go sleep again~ tmr morning healthy lifestyle again~ teehee*

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