终于做到了！！！ ^^

为你做的  99次我想你   不容易哦

你用我罕你的名做过类似的东西  应该知道我说的难吧？

要把字体全部都排到一排，不简单

我也刚知道这个事实

可是 我不介意

为你，怎样困难，怎样辛苦

都不介意

不管需要多长的时间

多少的心思

我都愿意  =]

因为你值得

f r o m 

a n n 's

hEart.2.hEart

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“等放下了再看”

贝贝曾经告诉我说 “加油啊 那只不过是你人生中发生的一件事 明天会更好”

贝贝说的没有错

也就是她这句话叫醒了我

她还告诉我说 “不想看就放在看不到的地方 当你放下了才看”

如今的我，已经把盒子打开来看了

那是代表我已经放下我心里的他了吗？

还是。。。什么？

真的，生命中有很多事情可以发生。

有值得开心的，伤心的，愤怒的，失望的，期待的，盼望的。。。

确实，这些都是人生赏给我们的学习机会

如果没有了这些时刻，那就没有了长大后的我们

眼泪    是让我们学会珍惜

微笑    是让我们懂得欣赏

愤怒   是让我们懂得分寸

失望   是让我们学会加倍努力

期待   是让我们学会等待

盼望   是让我们有梦想

有了梦想才会有五彩并分的结果

每件事都从一个梦开始

而那个梦是否能变成现实也就得靠自己了

我很感谢这位朋友一路来给我的劝告罕支持

真的是因为她说的话让我清楚知道该走的路，该做的选择

谢谢你

他还给了我这世上最珍贵的东西

就是我们的爱

每一个回忆罕纪念都归还了我

看到那对戒指。。心 有点痛

我们一起细心挑选的

但却从未一起戴上。。就结束了

看到那些照片 冲动的想把它们还给你

最后，还是选择冷静

有很多问题我都想问你

但是没有找到适当的时候问你

就这样一直拖。。拖。。拖。。

很好啦  拖到现在就真的没机会了啦

谢慧安真明智。。。

anyway,这就是我。我的人生。我的人生的路人。

人生真的很奇妙

它能带给你许多的惊喜

在最预料不到的时刻呈现出你最预料不到的事情或人物

人生应该是精彩的

把人生活到最精彩，才不会有遗憾

f r o m

a n n's

hEart.2.hEart

scary indian guy

what a day in church 0.0
18.07.2010

tdy went to church as usual and had lunch in church cafe as usual.

but the unususal thing is there was a guy following us wherever we went -.-

a crazy indian guy. the church members said he sleep infront of church cz no home..

zzz~

at the park,he was lying down in the playground tunnel thingy..n guess what he was doing?

he was..... mXXtXXbXXXXg... YUCKS !!! >.< ohmigosh

i was sooo freak out,i juts look away,..

then he start to unbotton his shirt n stare at me n my sis 

so we decided to leave 55.. but to our dismay,he too quickly come out frm the tunnel n follow us walk >.< !

we hurrily went into da church compound. phew* we were safe (so i thought)

but he follow us into church !! omg man~ i was ssssooooo freakin scared tht time

the only thing i was thinking is "y are YOU not here? >.<"  ="[

then my mum ask him "what u want?"

he answer "she is my wife" (pointing to my sister)

my mum "no she is not ! u go away" (call church guys to come n chase him away)

omgosh!~~~ i was sooo freakin reliefed then.

as i walk out of the church,again i see him standing there leaning against sumbd punya kancil waiting for us >.<

arhhh!!! his determination vry strong a! ...

so,our solution was, ask the guys frm church walk with us , forming a big big group...

uhh.. u cant imagine how it felt like,,being stalked by a big scary crazy man

safely reached our car.. 

T H A N K S  gabriel,brian,joshua.. for beign our bodyguards for 5mins.. lol

T H A N K God too that we are safe

Amen

at night,went for The Glamorous Orchestra Concert @ shaw parade..

waited for pui ling to fetch me at LM

suppose to go home change first de..but not enuf time..so,leave it be la

once we reached there we cari makan 

ahaha XD

n went to a vry special shop n bought a special designed key. teehee ^^ hearts it

we also went to the famous Typica Cafe, pui ling wanted tog o for a long time. now she got her wish ^^

pinjam some pics frm otr ppl blogs.. thx & sry ya~ hehe

Typica has aromatic coffee & delicious cake delights =) 

usually i wont take black sesame,but i did on that day 

  the orchestra was fab fab fabulous 1 made me wana take up chinese instruments ^^ hehe

well,ended at 10pm +

reached home almost midnite..

cz nbd knew the exit at shaw parde as it was late n all the doors were closed =.=

duh~~

f r o m 

a n n 's

hEart.2.hEart

我....[想][起][你]了

近时的世界很丰富

每天都有街出，地方去，人认识

现在也刚从派对回来    好累噢

平时我回到家第一件事就是冲凉

但不知为什么今晚却不一样...第一件事就是...想起你

也许是我把该有的伤心埋在心里深处

现在才出现吧

每天过着忙碌的生活，都没给自己机会想你  就算想也是短占罕稍微的想

现在休息了，停下了，就无法避免真真的[想][起][你][了]

这种感觉很熟悉...一年前我也试过...那就是吃醋的感觉

我也不知道为什么我从来都不吃你的醋但今晚却[第][一][次][对][你][有][这][种][感][觉]

我很不喜欢这种感觉

这种感觉也就因为我的不喜欢而被我的心罕思想派侧从我的生命里消失

但就凭你一个男的.....使这个感觉重发

讨厌     厌恨    可恶    卑鄙

我不想要的东西偏偏回来了

我已经在尽力了    甚至告诉自己你本来就是个错误

我本来做得很好  都怪我的手痒去看一些不该看的东西    导致我有这种感觉

真该死 >.<

无所谓  她说得对我只不过是想太多了
我会振作起来  我不能回头看！我要坚强，我会坚强。 

没有你我一样也可以幸福快乐！！！

f r o m 

a n n's

hEarT.2heArt

day with daddy

13.7.2010

 my day with daddy..

he just came back frm overseas then got to go again within three days >.<

just to see the king of duno which country

like the king is more important than the kids

get quite mad sumtimes >.<

but wat can i do...

cried tht night..duno y..sud had the feeling tht all the males in my life r leaving me..lol

think too much dy lahs ~

the day i skipped school

16.7.2010

this morning woke up at 11am+ due to incapability of sleeping the previous night~

missed school.. ='(

went to lm at 1pm to got a hair cut at GC, hmm..wat should i say.. i prefer my hair longer =D

now its 2inches shorter at the back n 1/2 inch shorter in the front...

but nvm.hair will grow xD

then,i watched I N C E P T I O N

GOOD movie. very deep. takes high lvl of understanding & logic to totally grasp the movie. x[

haha. means i am xD LOL

throughout the whole movie,ying said "i dont get it" for at least 3 times! haha

rili nice show. recommend it to all =)

aft tht,went to jalan the lm pasar mlm..bought a few things..then went back

7.30pm went for tuition. the biggest JOKE part is comin up here

on da way,i saw the corner restaurant lights all off. they were using torchlights ==

when we reached tuition , we got down the car,& saw evry1 standing outside the house,duwana go in..

then only we knew no electric ~! so class canceled x)

all the students hanging around w8ting for parents to fetch them home~

stupid jeremy stil came for tuition altho i told him dunid to come dy~ but he blame it on me saying  i din say properly! =.= zzz

anyway,we headed to LM pasar mlm for the second time, AGAIN

felt so freakin hot there ! squeezing wif all those ppl >.< yucks~!

so went into lm at boston yumcha wif jon &amp; ying instead..

also,waiting for khei nung & cs...

we wait wait & wait until the shop also wana close dy! then only they come! n say wat car cannot start la~ bang the tree la~ all those crap excuses duno real anot~ ishh

anyway,it was 10pm then.. jon & ying went home ald,so me,khei nung &amp; cs went to pasar mlm for the THIRD TIME! swt man ~ tdy went pm most times in a day ==

walk one round,then suddenly feel generous so bought a pearl milk tea for ah weng at the cd shop..he whole day in there,sure vry sien ler T_T hope it cheered him up^^

after tht,decided to meet up wif sam & kah weng
as usual,i had alot of crap exchange wif sam.. haha

miss him much xD n all our BS 2gtr . haha 

CS said, "u two like opening war lidat "

haha! actually,really abit like war. hehe

sat at the pm char kuey teow stall til 11pm.. start to feel tired... @_@ eyes drying up...

so went home lo ^^

T H A N K S khei nung for sending me home, n thx all for gving me such a wonderful day 

love u all . muahs =)

f r o m

a n n's 

hEart.2hEart

everything's c h a n g e d

i knew tht the second i decide to let u out of my life, evrytg will change

& it has


my list of things to do is now all canceled out(thx to him) :


killing my brain cells to plan surprises for him .. 
breaking my finger skin to practise the "it" for him  .. 
genting with him  ..
ice city .. 


maybe its a good thing?

save my time , brain cells , & money .. zzz

can put them on my studies now (say ony la~ hahs!)

hmm.. its not easy getting used to a sudden change,but i think im doing alright

thx to my beloved babes & dudes who has been there for me =] muahs . love u all ♥

[lately's] ...

our class T is gone T_T

because its too expensive.. her her.. i liked the class T soo much

watched the drama 偷心大圣PS男 xD N I C E !!

but onyl until chap18.. chap19 not out yet.. gota w8 for it 

faster faster publish pls~~

im getting my new BB Storm soon =P

THANKS DADDY ^^ hehe

happy~

abt tht dress in NICHII..maybe i'll go bk n hv a look next week? but if its not there then..i guess its fate =)

the polaroid camera...hmm..wanted to buy it at first to capture t h e   m o m e n t s with him,but now tht there is no more h i m ,i guess i can save back the rm265 =p hehe

lately evryy9 also sleeping aft 1am  0.0

gosh~ my panda eyes r comin out , but my pimples r goin away x) yes!!

hope i dun fall sick.. or it will be such a waste.

looking forward to weekend. have lots of plans goin on =D hope they will be great ^^

went to Taylor's University College ytd.. i liked the facilities & all. n they have the courses tht i want..

but now im kinda torn apart between both.. Interior Design / Mass Comm. 

i enjoy both, n would do well in both.. but just balancing out which one can lead me to a better n brighter future =p

hahs! talk like sp pro.. actually total noob. lol

after tht,went for lunch at MED,subang .. the food there ranking 46/100 ba~

but Snowflakes was definitely 80/100 xD

loved it soo much

healthy, yummy, looks great too .. hehe =D wana go again x) go to the pavilion one ^^

thts all i guess.. just some randoms abt mua life~ hope evrytg will get better n better..

i love you all ♥ 

f r o m 

a n n's

hEart.2hEart

是我没勇气还是。。？

好久没把坏心情写在部落格了

粉红色的那本不能写了

你做给我的那本也不能写了

所以  只好写在这咯

你送我的每一样东西   我都收藏起来了  可能我不想每天都看到有关于我罕你的回忆吧。。

你送我的纪念品我也没打开

眼看着那盒子  贴着 [爱] [回忆] [永恒]  这三个字。。不知不觉地说：林俊豪，这世上根本没有永恒的爱。。。

很奇怪吧。。我也不知道为什么。。我始终也没办法鼓起勇气把盒子打开

可是这种感觉又不像是缺乏勇气    反而稍微像根本不想知道里面是什么

因为心里想，不管里面藏的是什么，现在的我们之间根本不会有任何的改变

不知道是我害怕看见里面所藏着的东西？ 还是我根本就对那份礼物没兴趣。。

或许你说的都是真的  但我依然因为你而对 [真爱] 这个东西失去了信心。。

甚至连跟别人之间的对白都开始派侧这两个字了

你对我的影响真的很大  我也为了你改变不少  但我始终还是做不够  付出太少  少到让你觉得我没拿出真心来对待你

 。。。。

或许有一天，我会再次把那份纪念品握在手里。。拆开盖子

但只怕等到到时。。全部已经太迟了。。。

你说如果是真的觉得对不起就不会在网上让全世界的人看到。。

但这是你独自的想法

对我而言，把我的话让给全世界的人看到就代表了我最纯真的真心

要让全世界的人都作证

对不起，我让你觉得我不是真心的抱歉

但我还是会继续过我的生活  做我想做的 尝试我想试的 罕研究我想知道的

我会继续走下去因为时间是不等人的残酷现实

所以我也不能那么轻易的让它走失

不可否认，我偶尔也会想起你  可是我想起你的时候却不像之前那种想念的想 而只是单纯的回想起。

这是代表我成功脱离了依赖你的日子吗？

如果是的话那我真的还蛮佩服我自己的。那么短的时间内可以学会远离一个人，同时在过程中把微笑挂在脸上

我很感谢支持罕安慰我的家人罕朋友们

可能对你们来说，帮我只是亲友之间该做的事，但对我来说却存着很大的意义罕感激

我想在此说一声 ‘谢谢, 我爱你们’

f  r o m

a n n 's

hEart.2.hEart

Imma do it for you !! ^^

2.6.10

Teehee ^^

have a plan going on here.. but wont say it out now

haha! let u all sam si si .

last wednesday was his birthday ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

brought him to The Gardens for lunch

ate at Fung Lye Restaurant. it was surprisingly good. hehe^^

then we watched a movie <Knight And Day>

funny show. comedy and romance. my kind of show. =D

the movie ended around 7+ , then we went to Midvalley to meet michael & Li Ann

hehe..her name is same as mine ^^ ANN

i got abit shock when i saw her legs. i was tinkin "so thin geh?"..then lagi shock when see her face! haha xD (paiseh..)

we went for Baskin Robbins,THANKS MICHAEL ! hehe

then went window shopping...lim jiunn hao make me so sam fu that time ="[

he force me to try a dress..n i fell in love with it,but cant but,cz i need the money for sumtg else..herher..vry sad de lo ="[

anyway,i force myself to walk out of the shop without looking back at that dress. n i succeeded,

see! ntg is impossible =[

suppose to go home for tuition,but the jam was soooo horrible! we decided to stay until it clear off a little.

went home 10pm+ .. happy day with u,lim jiunn hao. hope u enjoyed too.^^

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3.6.10

a long-planned surprise turned out to be a failure,as his maid,his mum,his frens,n according to him,me too, bocorkan our secret plan.. T__T

suppose to be a fun & syok time seeing his surprise face,but haie.....F.A.I.L

morning he had class til 10.30am,thn went for breakfast wt him..aft that he came to my house hang around until 5pm,i ask him to send me to my frens house cz i hv a party..

thn he went bk to seremban,n i waited for michael to pick me to seremban..

sorry there,for the little misunderstandin wt ur girl. my apologies..

reach seremban,stay in his room,wait for him to come bk..

aniticipating the moment he walk into his room n see me there. frm the start i wasn convinced he was surprised..his expression wa snot convincing.but thn,he said he is surprised,so i just believe only lo..but,he bocorkan diri at the dinner table x[

hmph! hate it when my plan fails. cant get the result i want

i will try again n again n again

i did it once,i surely can do it again! gambateh ann!

bbq was fun.din take many pics cz too busy eating.lol

but we took one pic only. n i cnt upload it,cz its polaroid T__T

reached kl at 1.30am...saw mum fallen asleep on the sofa waitin for me..

i love u mum. thanks for everytg

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6.6.10

i want to buy soo many things! haha xD

1) polaroid camera

2)that dress in nichii

3)the drama PS男

4)new handphone

& i wan to go to places too!!!

1) ice city

2) genting (with him..hehe)

today during BIO class,i hv such a srong determination to give birth to twins. LOL !!!

wat an epic moment xD chatted with pui ling,had new suggestions & opinions.

she is a vry mature thinking n sweet girl ^^

hope we will be bf's forever ^^ cheers

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to: that special y.o.u

i have made up my mind to do "it" for u.

hehe^^ but ofcz,i wont say wat is "it" now.

wai til the day i show u,thn u wil noe.haha (BS..LOL)

i wil try my best n put in my best effort to make it perfect for u =)

monthly test coming!!!

GG.

principle wanted to see our whole class! =.=

her pejabat fille dwith 5s3 xD haha. yeng man when we walk out frm the pejabat

haha

our class T is super yeng ^^ happy abt it.

purple! my fav colour,was chosen by vote & luck. hehe

it was meant to be. teehee ^^

evryone's asking me How's life. i have ntg else to answer but Life's great,&moving on =)

cheers ppl !

from:

aNn.fOrever

-XOXO

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