mY r3ceNTs~

hmm..ntg much..jz some update abt life

& dunwana abandon my bloggie

one week after surgery..

everytg changed..

cant eat seafood,cant drink cold stuff,no ice cream

no coffee,no late nights,no long hour shopping

wednesday is the check up

hope evrytg will be alrite

hiaz~ surgery very yum gong ler T__T

but happy too cz got ppl serve me. muahahaha

n can keep somebody next to me for longer period..ngek ngek x)

the overall process is considered good la =)

pavilion Shimino

nIce =D

lately gota stay further frm HIM dy

God bless me successful in that.. (cz really vry hard to do it T_T)

oh ya,tdy had a fun time sms'ing with him

ngek ngek

有异型没人性啊 心淡啊 哈哈 xD

he is now having buffet dinner at equitorial..pls pls japan win..then he can hv FOC dinner.hehe

tdy went for facial,LM herbaline is better than connaught herbaline (to me la..hehe..to others i duno =p)

bought night gowns..Minoshe,2 for rm59..lol

mummy bought 3 pairs of new shoes..AGAIN!

n i bought new jeans frm Voir. nice n got sale !! lol

i finally got my book!

leroy got his 2nd jab,n chanelle is getting closer with him,which is a good thing x) ngek ngek

ps. sry to the petshop girl..i was soo late..tq for waiting for me

now back home,mum said need to hv antr talk with HIM

n she said i cant hang out with frens til too late in kuantan cz i hvn totally recover yet

whuu whuu..but looking forward to the camp =)

tdy was a happy day

thx chee weng for offering to gv me seminar tips..hehe

p.s I Love You

E N D

--aNn.fOreVeR

МУ ℓΙƑЄ

Long time din post anytg.. hehe..im soo happy now. in a super good mood. so i finally decide to post sumtg

hehe ..

my dog,chanelle,has been missing for the past four days.

just now my neighbour called me,n said chanelle is found ^^

therefore,i m super super happy & glad now. feel so generous. i will belanja the person who found chanelle nice lunch & watch movie ^^

TAHNK YOU SO MUCH

family.friends.possessions.heavenly father.all in good terms.i love my life.simple yet content.

you dont need hi bye friends when you can have loyal,faithful friends.ppl who really care & love you.and i have found them.thank you all of you.you guys/gals have been great.friendship forever ya.

OUR NEWEST FAMILY MEMBER

Royalle is his name ^^

2months old shih tzu

handsome one.

hehe

Lim Jiunn Hao ~ AnnAnn

duno wat to say abt him,except,he is a gentleman,caring,kind,sensitive,rasional,mature,silly(mostly in front of me),n a VIP in my life ^^

i wana thank you evryone who helped find my beloved doggie,CHANELLE.
she has been found! ^^

i really appreciate all ur words of comfort & encouragement.
ur care&concern is deeply remembered.

Prayer is the key to this success
& the Lord never fails. for HE who asks with a sincere heart shall receive.
& that has been proven to me through this happening.
i am vry grateful to the mercy n kindness shown by all who helped.


THANK YOU

E N D

-- aNn.fOreVer

[痛][苦]的一天

好久没写部落各了。。

星期一，早上起床，肚子就超痛的

痛到不得了
没去到学校，今天还是考试天。。惨了
去Lm吃sushi king，但却不能吃它们的sushi
因为不熟的东西会让我肚子痛
只好看着弟弟吃我最爱的sushi了 T_T

爸爸还买了这些给我吞
我最不会吞药丸了，但没办法。。

''for replacement of body fluids and electrolytes lost in diahhrea and vomitting'' >.<

还喝了半瓶这个，因为要让肚子的风打呃出来

我所点的东西
很美味吧？可是我吃了几口就没胃口吃了

很美味吧？可是我吃了几口就没胃口吃了

过后就到中医看医生
医生说我肚子敏感，食物中毒
搞到胃不能好好function~


回到家，应该睡觉，但睡不着，就上网 ^^

- - E N D

aNn.fOrevEr

last days of CNY

18.2.10

morning go relative house bai nian

his house damn luxurious weh~

bungalow 0.0

build on their own..

altogether cost 1.5mil !! waseh..

i wan a house like that nex time when i grow up too ^^

hehe..ngek ngek

then night time my open house

first guest to arrive is jeremy & jon..

wow 0.0 8pm zhun zhun reach ..who would hv guessed that right?

thn wei bok n his fren..forgot his name..lol

thn kim kent,ec,kevin,ah fatt,ying&sam gor

had fun gambling..all our money gv ec them sapu T__T

around 11.30pm go CC da gei ..zzz

thn go home after a while n clean up..

then....something happen make me vry beh song >.<

i hate those kind of planning

thn ming ming is they keep changing ,but in teh end,the person that rugi is me

F !..

anyway..pass is pass jor..

had a great day altogether

hope nex time wun repeat dis kind of thing la

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20.2.10

morning 10am gather at CCC

left around 10.30

first stop.. jonathan house

2nd stop.. joyce house

3rd stop.. wan er house

4th stop.. elwin house

5th stop cheryl house

then went home bathe n change..

left home at around 7.30pm

6th stop..shaun's house

went to bukit segar..then suddenly raining >.<

dman man.....

reach his place i edi wet little bit le..but nvm

cz had fun playing poker n blackjack

the last round super gan jiong >.<

the chong ka vry ci gek

fuyoh~~ haha xD

at last he 'bao'

hahaha !!

thn 10.30pm adjourn to the 7th stop..kee chong house

there i met many surians

miss them all so much>.<

first welcome gift frmt he host is coke + red wine /whisky

i dun rili rmb..

thn took pics..chit chat wt li yi..shin..& bebelaine

had a great time

n super happy that night

i wan it to happen again =)

HE must come too..hehe

if not i cant enjoy drinks le ^^

ngek ngek..

someone vomitted >.<>

then shaun lee drunk like shit ! cant even walk properly

y wana make urself so drunk if u cant take it? ><

anyway..

reach home pass midnite..

*bamm !!! onto my bed straight away

good nites then =)

had a good time of fellowship with all my dear friends

thx to the families who open their house for us =)

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21.2.10

youth today..

had lion competition..

muahahaha

my group won 1st place^^

then went to mr.lee house to bai nian

gamble there too

lost all my money ..lol

sad..but tonite wil try to win back xD

hope God Bless Me

last night le..gv me some *ang ang luck ^^

muackss !!

- - END

aNn.fOreVer

↘[男][人]↙ ♂♥♀ ↘[女][人]↙

你可知道要女人卸妝;面對一個愛的人是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道當女人讓男人脫去自己的衣服;一絲不掛的在他面前是需要多少的愛

你可知道當你抱著她;說一句愛你是多麼讓她感動的一件事情

你可知道女人付出了一切

男人因為得到而不再去用心時

女人的心會撕裂成一片一片

你可知道當女人頂著哭花的臉走在街上

不管是不是有人在看她時

她的心已經快要死了

你可知道當你離開她

不再接她電話但要她每次按你的號碼

是有著極大的期待與恐懼的

你可知道女人的愛男人的愛

最大的不同在於男人忘不了初戀但是..

女人把每一次的愛情當作是初戀,

也是這輩子最後一個來愛

女人知道太多不該知道的事情

男人不知道太多該知道的事情

很多男人不知道女孩子對所愛的人發火後

自己轉過身卻在不斷啜泣

其實很多男孩子都不知道

女孩子從來不會真正去生他們的氣

因為她是真的喜歡他在乎他。

其實很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子只會對自己喜歡的男生嘮嘮叨叨

也只會對自己喜歡的人耍性子。

你要知道，假若她不喜歡你

她根本不會來在乎你關心你怕

你做錯事情。

你要知道，假若她不喜歡你

她根本不會對你發火不會對你撒嬌

讓你哄她在別人面前她都是淑女。

而這一切都只是因為她喜歡你，

而這一切都因為你還不夠在意她不夠懂她。

於是，你們時常爭吵你認為她脾氣不好

她認為你不夠遷就她。

於是，你們總是冷戰你以為她不喜歡你

她以為你不在乎她

於是，你們總是莫名其妙的彼此錯過

也許擦身而過本身就是一種悲傷著的無奈與幸福。

要知道，淒美依然是美的一種並且美的絢麗悲涼而滄桑那是更加的美。

因為她喜歡你，所以她偶爾對你發火時常對你撒嬌。

因為她喜歡你，所以她才會生你的氣而又因為喜歡你她才不會去生氣很久。

你可知道，每個女孩子的心都是水晶做的晶瑩剔透，

但是很容易就碰傷摔碎。

你可知道，每個女孩子都是不設防的

你那麼輕易就闖進她的心走的時候卻只留下傷害。

她從來都不知道，這個世界上根本沒有可以讓她哭的人

因為真正值得她哭的那個根本捨不得讓她哭。

她會很矜持她會很驕傲她會很冷淡

她總是嘴裏說著你走開心裏卻一直叫你留下。

請你張開你的耳朵也請你打開你的心去聽

她心裏真正的呼喚而不是她嘴裏的口是心非。

她會看著你轉身然後她跟著你轉身

當側身而過的時候你看不見她的淚滂沱在臉上心裏。

如果你喜歡她請你多陪她

如果你喜歡她請你多寵她

如果你喜歡她請你多讓她

如果你喜歡她請你去聽聽她內心的聲音在愛情裏，

總是彼此傷害彷佛這樣才能證明自己愛得激烈愛到轟轟烈烈。

可是愛情裏沒有誰對誰錯

愛情裏更加沒有你比我多我比你少。

- - END

miss.ann

2nd day of CNY 2010 ^^

16.2.10

today morning woke up 6.30...then go bk slp..

8.30..thn go bk slp..

9.30..thn go bk slp..

finally 10am woke up..

cook hp porridge til 11am

go bathe..thn spent one hour deciding which jewellery & clothes to wear

then im waiting for mum to call me go downstairs

wait wait until 1hr +..she lik hilang jor ><

i go her room check..she went out jor ==

zzz...

ended up 1pm only v move frm house..

-= in da car =-

reach mont kiara hv lunch wt cousins..

thn ppl come bai nian..

in the lift to ama's villa

after that v went to pavilion for dinner at ichiban boshi

sumtg happened..but end up no bad things happen to 'her'

quite nice day..spend alot time with my dear cousins..

altho jz get two ang pau for today..lol...

dis year ang pau alot lesser than last year..

last year got four digit..lol

she is kimberly..my dear baby cousin ^^

that's me =)

happy CNY to evryone yea! ^^

tmr im going more places bai nian

i wan break last year record

muahahaha

see you soon ^^

tata !

- - E N D

miss.ann

the [hurting] [truth]

15.2.10

its unexpected what may happen in a day,

what may reveal itself,

what may come to past.

but its always the worst,

when you find out the truth,

the hurting truth.

where you find

all that u once believed was just a fairytale made up,

that reality is not as what it seems.

it hurts,real bad

but nothing can be done about it,

only acceptance,

whether you like it or not,

because the truth cant be changed.

it can only be gotten used to.

it hurts .. when you find out

the person you love,

the person who created you,

the person who raised you up,

the person whom you looked up to,

suddenly comes crashing down like stumbling blocks.

their respect is lost,

ppl stay away from them,

ppl look down upon them,

ppl shun them out.

because of the wrong they did;yet stil trying to push the blame to someone else.

you feel so filled with anger,disapointment,grief..

you want to seek justice for the ppl who were hurt,

who were taken granted for.

but yet,

you stil love that wrong person

and just cant believe what they did was true.

the truth is painful,

its confusing.

it can make you numb,it can make u strong,

it can bring downfall to some;and success to others.

the truth is unexpected.

a person uses bigger lies to cover up the smaller ones.

its never ending like a chain.

mixed feelings cause u to lose ur judgemental skill.

you love both sides.

you dont know how to accept the truth,

how to believe the truth..

i dont know how to accept the truth..

i dont know what i should do if it were really the truth..

i dont know..

what i would do after finding out it really is the truth..

so God help me

give me your guidance

your mercy..

i pray.. amen

from my heart -- ann

有些事 [不] [追] [求] [了] 比较好

[20.01.10]

有些事情真的要你没办法

而面对这些事的时候难免会做出错误的选择

不是每件事都可以用“谈”来解决的

有些事真的不追求交比较好

就让它随着时光而解开

有时这样让自己有个机会呼吸会比较开心。

朋友不是做假的

只是说世上的全部东西没有一个是十全十美的

包括友情在内

我们都是人，错了就要认，认了就要改。。

只是希望可以单纯的继续这段友情

我不要求你们知道真相，到回以前的关系

因为如果为了这种东西可以导致我们的感情变得陌生

那我宁愿不去追求这段感情

顺其自然就好了

因为知道了真相后对方都不愿意放下

那只好自己做个选择咯

希望我做的选择是对的。。。

- - a n n 's [heart.2.heart] with u

[好][姐][妹] ？

[18.01.10]

最近真的发生了好多好多东西

伤心的。。开心的。。忿怒的。。安慰的。。都有

再加上现在有考试。。

真的好烦噢。。

但让我最不开心的是我跟朋友之间的感情

我们好像越离越远

自从发生 “那件事” 后，我们之间的笑声和气氛少了很多

我不想要这样

已经准备放下过去了的所有一切，但为什么你们却好像还那么被影响到呢？

早知道就不要追求下去了

早知道就从一开始结束掉它

早知道就不要给 “他” 反映

可是这世上是没有“早知道” 的

不然，我也不会在这儿。。

我第一次把朋友之间的误解写在网上。。因为真的不懂可以信任谁了

曾经让我很信任的人可以说是背叛了我

这世上说当 “好姐妹” 到底是不是真的啊？还是所有的一切都是作假的？

真的好乱哦

好希望我们之间的 ‘冷’ 可以睡个觉再醒来,就没事。。

不想过这样的每一天。。很辛苦呀~~

但好事就是我终于都懂了那些是真心对我的人和在我面前假好的人。。

上帝啊。。帮帮我吧~~拜托

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[17.01.10]

went for youth today

first youth of the year

had a new leader in our form5 - -joyce

welcome! ^^

after church,went to pavilion to meet my long lost cousins frm New Zealand-- jeremy n joel

i dun evn rmb hving them as cousins =.="

bad right? anyway,..

reached P around 2.50pm

meet them at Times ..thn went for baskin robbins..

jeremy dusn take ice cream .. aww~~

he missed out alot x)

thn we walked around like lost ppl..=="

P really is the worst place to 'bond'.. (but great for shopping la ..hehe)

6pm watched Sherlock Holmes

quite good..but the reviews were bad.. (dont trust reviews..judge for urself)

9pm + went to TGIF meet arwyn..

the manager so good..treat us drinks n food..jz cz we r family of the staff..

if lidat thn i evryday go there lu~~xixi ^^

hmm..10+ super tired..falling asleep dy..

nex day intervensi 0.0

jia lat! din study at all >.<

but ok la..tdy BM paper..but dis is the first time i feel BC is hard..

omg..hope i can get C at least..

- - E N D

aNn.fOreVer

luM sEi me joR ahSs!! ^^

[08.01.10]

- - tdy is supposedly me n him punya 1 year 10 months date

ytd midnite he send the calendar note to me

aww~ how sweet

wish him all the best in evrytg

stay happy n healthy =)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

- - sam tsui - multi talented artist

heard his song for the first time today

fell in love wif it straight away x)

'Can I Have This Dance'

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=44120723641&ref=nf

- i just love it so much

maybe he n zac efron have the same ancestors x)

really talented guy

all the best to his albums n carrier

SUPPORT U ALWAYS

=)

S A M ___ T S U I

-- E N D

aNn.fOrever

Dilema

[ 23.12.09 ]

went for interview with principal of sri sempurna tdy

woke up late ><>

reach there around 10am

but i oni saw the headmaster at around 10.45am

lol rite?..waited long..but worth it ^^

Mr.Tan said many relevant thigns

ask me : "y do u wan2 change to dis skul?"

lol..in the car i keep on practising wt mummy wat to say when he ask me dis Q

but tat time,rite there at tat moment,all the scripts disappeared frm my head

IT HIT ME !

i asked myself rite there..y DO i wana transfer skuls?

is it rili cz of the teachers?

the ppl?

the environment?

or is it JUST ME?

real dileama now..

i rili wan2 improve my academics

cz i noe im not doin at the lvl i should be

yet at the same time my heart is doubtful since my mum mention the PRICE to my dad

the fees r not cheap..

my parents can afford if i rili wan it..but i stil dunwana waste their money n effort..

n let them down..

one vest ald rm50..full skul U nid tailor oso rm130

sumor the skul wants min 2 skul U

entrance fee+deposit edi 3k +

oni first semester..

haie....God help me,anser my prayers..

rili hope i make the right choice,for the best of me n best of others

- - E N D

aNn.fOreVer

fOur bOyfrIenDs -- a sImplE thiNG we AlwaYS forgET in LifE

Once upon a time there
was a girl who had four boyfriends.

> She loved the fourth boyfriend the most and adorned him

> with rich robes and treated him to the finest of delicacies.

> She gave him nothing but the best.

> She also loved the third boyfriend very much and was always
> showing him off to neighboring kingdoms. However, she feared
> that one day he would leave her for another.

> She also loved her second boyfriend. He was her confidant

> and was always kind, considerate and patient with her.

> Whenever this girl faced a problem, she could confide in

> him, and he would help her get through the difficult times.

> The girl's first
> boyfriend was a very loyal partner and had made great
> contributions in maintaining her wealth and kingdom.
> However, she did not love the first boyfriend although he
> loved her deeply, she hardly took notice of
> him!

> One day, the girl fell ill and she knew her time was short.

> She thought of her luxurious life and wondered, 'I now

> have four boyfriends with me, but when I die, will

> I be a alone.'

> Thus, she asked the fourth boyfriend, 'I loved you the

> most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered

> great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow

> me and keep me company?

> 'No way!',

> replied the fourth boyfriend, and he walked away without

> another word. His answer cut like a sharp knife right

> into her heart.

> The sad girl then asked the third boyfriend, 'I loved
> you all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me
> and keep me company?'
> 'No!',
> replied the third boyfriend. 'Life is too good! When you
> die, I'm going to marry someone else!' Her heart
> sank and turned cold

> She then asked the second boyfriend, 'I have always

> turned to you for help and you've always been there for

> me.. When I die, will you follow me and keep me

> company?'

'I'm sorry, I can't help you out this

time!', replied the second boyfriend. 'At the very

most, I can only walk with you to your grave.' His

answer struck her like a bolt of lightning, and the girl was

devastated.

Then a voice called out:
'I'll go with you. I'll follow you no matter

where you go.. ' The girl looked up, and there was her
first boyfriend. He was very skinny as he suffered from
malnutrition and neglect.

Greatly grieved, the girl said, 'I should have taken

much better care of you when I had the chance!'

In
truth, you have four boyfriends in your
lives:
Your fourth
boyfriend is your body. No matter how much time
and effort you lavish in making it look good, it will leave
you when you die.

--Your third

boyfriend is your possessions, status and

wealth.When you die, it will all go to others..

-- Your second
boyfriend is your family and friends. No matter
how much they have been there for you, the furthest they can
stay by you is up to the grave.

-- And

your first boyfriend is your spirit. Often neglected in

pursuit of wealth, power and pleasures of the

world.

However, your spirit is the only thing that will follow you
where ever you go. Cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now,
for it is the only part of you that will follow you to the
throne of God and continue with you throughout
Eternity.

Being

happy doesn't mean everything's perfect.

It means you've decided to see beyond the

imperfections.

- - E N D

aNn.fOrevEr