2nd day of CNY 2010 ^^

16.2.10

today morning woke up 6.30...then go bk slp..

8.30..thn go bk slp..

9.30..thn go bk slp..

finally 10am woke up..

cook hp porridge til 11am

go bathe..thn spent one hour deciding which jewellery & clothes to wear

then im waiting for mum to call me go downstairs

wait wait until 1hr +..she lik hilang jor ><

i go her room check..she went out jor ==

zzz...

ended up 1pm only v move frm house..

-= in da car =-

reach mont kiara hv lunch wt cousins..

thn ppl come bai nian..

in the lift to ama's villa

after that v went to pavilion for dinner at ichiban boshi

sumtg happened..but end up no bad things happen to 'her'

quite nice day..spend alot time with my dear cousins..

altho jz get two ang pau for today..lol...

dis year ang pau alot lesser than last year..

last year got four digit..lol

she is kimberly..my dear baby cousin ^^

that's me =)

happy CNY to evryone yea! ^^

tmr im going more places bai nian

i wan break last year record

muahahaha

see you soon ^^

tata !

- - E N D

miss.ann

the [hurting] [truth]

15.2.10

its unexpected what may happen in a day,

what may reveal itself,

what may come to past.

but its always the worst,

when you find out the truth,

the hurting truth.

where you find

all that u once believed was just a fairytale made up,

that reality is not as what it seems.

it hurts,real bad

but nothing can be done about it,

only acceptance,

whether you like it or not,

because the truth cant be changed.

it can only be gotten used to.

it hurts .. when you find out

the person you love,

the person who created you,

the person who raised you up,

the person whom you looked up to,

suddenly comes crashing down like stumbling blocks.

their respect is lost,

ppl stay away from them,

ppl look down upon them,

ppl shun them out.

because of the wrong they did;yet stil trying to push the blame to someone else.

you feel so filled with anger,disapointment,grief..

you want to seek justice for the ppl who were hurt,

who were taken granted for.

but yet,

you stil love that wrong person

and just cant believe what they did was true.

the truth is painful,

its confusing.

it can make you numb,it can make u strong,

it can bring downfall to some;and success to others.

the truth is unexpected.

a person uses bigger lies to cover up the smaller ones.

its never ending like a chain.

mixed feelings cause u to lose ur judgemental skill.

you love both sides.

you dont know how to accept the truth,

how to believe the truth..

i dont know how to accept the truth..

i dont know what i should do if it were really the truth..

i dont know..

what i would do after finding out it really is the truth..

so God help me

give me your guidance

your mercy..

i pray.. amen

from my heart -- ann

有些事 [不] [追] [求] [了] 比较好

[20.01.10]

有些事情真的要你没办法

而面对这些事的时候难免会做出错误的选择

不是每件事都可以用“谈”来解决的

有些事真的不追求交比较好

就让它随着时光而解开

有时这样让自己有个机会呼吸会比较开心。

朋友不是做假的

只是说世上的全部东西没有一个是十全十美的

包括友情在内

我们都是人，错了就要认，认了就要改。。

只是希望可以单纯的继续这段友情

我不要求你们知道真相，到回以前的关系

因为如果为了这种东西可以导致我们的感情变得陌生

那我宁愿不去追求这段感情

顺其自然就好了

因为知道了真相后对方都不愿意放下

那只好自己做个选择咯

希望我做的选择是对的。。。

- - a n n 's [heart.2.heart] with u

[好][姐][妹] ？

[18.01.10]

最近真的发生了好多好多东西

伤心的。。开心的。。忿怒的。。安慰的。。都有

再加上现在有考试。。

真的好烦噢。。

但让我最不开心的是我跟朋友之间的感情

我们好像越离越远

自从发生 “那件事” 后，我们之间的笑声和气氛少了很多

我不想要这样

已经准备放下过去了的所有一切，但为什么你们却好像还那么被影响到呢？

早知道就不要追求下去了

早知道就从一开始结束掉它

早知道就不要给 “他” 反映

可是这世上是没有“早知道” 的

不然，我也不会在这儿。。

我第一次把朋友之间的误解写在网上。。因为真的不懂可以信任谁了

曾经让我很信任的人可以说是背叛了我

这世上说当 “好姐妹” 到底是不是真的啊？还是所有的一切都是作假的？

真的好乱哦

好希望我们之间的 ‘冷’ 可以睡个觉再醒来,就没事。。

不想过这样的每一天。。很辛苦呀~~

但好事就是我终于都懂了那些是真心对我的人和在我面前假好的人。。

上帝啊。。帮帮我吧~~拜托

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[17.01.10]

went for youth today

first youth of the year

had a new leader in our form5 - -joyce

welcome! ^^

after church,went to pavilion to meet my long lost cousins frm New Zealand-- jeremy n joel

i dun evn rmb hving them as cousins =.="

bad right? anyway,..

reached P around 2.50pm

meet them at Times ..thn went for baskin robbins..

jeremy dusn take ice cream .. aww~~

he missed out alot x)

thn we walked around like lost ppl..=="

P really is the worst place to 'bond'.. (but great for shopping la ..hehe)

6pm watched Sherlock Holmes

quite good..but the reviews were bad.. (dont trust reviews..judge for urself)

9pm + went to TGIF meet arwyn..

the manager so good..treat us drinks n food..jz cz we r family of the staff..

if lidat thn i evryday go there lu~~xixi ^^

hmm..10+ super tired..falling asleep dy..

nex day intervensi 0.0

jia lat! din study at all >.<

but ok la..tdy BM paper..but dis is the first time i feel BC is hard..

omg..hope i can get C at least..

- - E N D

aNn.fOreVer

luM sEi me joR ahSs!! ^^

[08.01.10]

- - tdy is supposedly me n him punya 1 year 10 months date

ytd midnite he send the calendar note to me

aww~ how sweet

wish him all the best in evrytg

stay happy n healthy =)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

- - sam tsui - multi talented artist

heard his song for the first time today

fell in love wif it straight away x)

'Can I Have This Dance'

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=44120723641&ref=nf

- i just love it so much

maybe he n zac efron have the same ancestors x)

really talented guy

all the best to his albums n carrier

SUPPORT U ALWAYS

=)

S A M ___ T S U I

-- E N D

aNn.fOrever

Dilema

[ 23.12.09 ]

went for interview with principal of sri sempurna tdy

woke up late ><>

reach there around 10am

but i oni saw the headmaster at around 10.45am

lol rite?..waited long..but worth it ^^

Mr.Tan said many relevant thigns

ask me : "y do u wan2 change to dis skul?"

lol..in the car i keep on practising wt mummy wat to say when he ask me dis Q

but tat time,rite there at tat moment,all the scripts disappeared frm my head

IT HIT ME !

i asked myself rite there..y DO i wana transfer skuls?

is it rili cz of the teachers?

the ppl?

the environment?

or is it JUST ME?

real dileama now..

i rili wan2 improve my academics

cz i noe im not doin at the lvl i should be

yet at the same time my heart is doubtful since my mum mention the PRICE to my dad

the fees r not cheap..

my parents can afford if i rili wan it..but i stil dunwana waste their money n effort..

n let them down..

one vest ald rm50..full skul U nid tailor oso rm130

sumor the skul wants min 2 skul U

entrance fee+deposit edi 3k +

oni first semester..

haie....God help me,anser my prayers..

rili hope i make the right choice,for the best of me n best of others

- - E N D

aNn.fOreVer

fOur bOyfrIenDs -- a sImplE thiNG we AlwaYS forgET in LifE

Once upon a time there
was a girl who had four boyfriends.

> She loved the fourth boyfriend the most and adorned him

> with rich robes and treated him to the finest of delicacies.

> She gave him nothing but the best.

> She also loved the third boyfriend very much and was always
> showing him off to neighboring kingdoms. However, she feared
> that one day he would leave her for another.

> She also loved her second boyfriend. He was her confidant

> and was always kind, considerate and patient with her.

> Whenever this girl faced a problem, she could confide in

> him, and he would help her get through the difficult times.

> The girl's first
> boyfriend was a very loyal partner and had made great
> contributions in maintaining her wealth and kingdom.
> However, she did not love the first boyfriend although he
> loved her deeply, she hardly took notice of
> him!

> One day, the girl fell ill and she knew her time was short.

> She thought of her luxurious life and wondered, 'I now

> have four boyfriends with me, but when I die, will

> I be a alone.'

> Thus, she asked the fourth boyfriend, 'I loved you the

> most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered

> great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow

> me and keep me company?

> 'No way!',

> replied the fourth boyfriend, and he walked away without

> another word. His answer cut like a sharp knife right

> into her heart.

> The sad girl then asked the third boyfriend, 'I loved
> you all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me
> and keep me company?'
> 'No!',
> replied the third boyfriend. 'Life is too good! When you
> die, I'm going to marry someone else!' Her heart
> sank and turned cold

> She then asked the second boyfriend, 'I have always

> turned to you for help and you've always been there for

> me.. When I die, will you follow me and keep me

> company?'

'I'm sorry, I can't help you out this

time!', replied the second boyfriend. 'At the very

most, I can only walk with you to your grave.' His

answer struck her like a bolt of lightning, and the girl was

devastated.

Then a voice called out:
'I'll go with you. I'll follow you no matter

where you go.. ' The girl looked up, and there was her
first boyfriend. He was very skinny as he suffered from
malnutrition and neglect.

Greatly grieved, the girl said, 'I should have taken

much better care of you when I had the chance!'

In
truth, you have four boyfriends in your
lives:
Your fourth
boyfriend is your body. No matter how much time
and effort you lavish in making it look good, it will leave
you when you die.

--Your third

boyfriend is your possessions, status and

wealth.When you die, it will all go to others..

-- Your second
boyfriend is your family and friends. No matter
how much they have been there for you, the furthest they can
stay by you is up to the grave.

-- And

your first boyfriend is your spirit. Often neglected in

pursuit of wealth, power and pleasures of the

world.

However, your spirit is the only thing that will follow you
where ever you go. Cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now,
for it is the only part of you that will follow you to the
throne of God and continue with you throughout
Eternity.

Being

happy doesn't mean everything's perfect.

It means you've decided to see beyond the

imperfections.

- - E N D

aNn.fOrevEr

mY [L] [i] [f] [E] on 20/12 - 23/12

[ 20/12 - 21/12 ]

after church,went straight to genting

super cold dis time

duno wat happen to the climate

suddenly so freezing cold..

wore short pants the first day

dying of coldness..lol

reach awana,check in,go down the korean restaurant eat..

then go up to first world..

met relatives..n took pics..bought snacks for nite time to munch ^^

went bk to hotel..on9..chat..fb..

thn around 3 4am,sleep...

2nd day

went for breakfast thn to theme park

after i bought the tickets,regina suddenly call me say she is coming to genting oso

hehe ^^

then when im at the themepark,i saw ivan ng

hehe..so qiao..

then around 6.30pm i drive down bk to kl

was a fun trip

but nex time i duwan wear shorts le T.T

damn cold

too bad cant meet regina cz she was at indoor themepark,im outdoor..

bt nvm la..got chance de

hehe ^^

sOMe pIc tO viEw ~

iVan nG..mEet hIm aT theMeparK =)

nIcolE -- mY couSin sIs

aNn@cAr jOurnEy

nIce lOllIpop bY thE cloWn

mE & eRn

i lOve tHe vIew

kImbeRly n nIcloE

oN the pirAte sHip

oN thE carOUsoLE

mY beloVed mOm

hE is jiAn miNG

mY brO ^^

aNn @ 20/12/09

lately chat alot wt keatkeat

hehe

noe more things about him

n he vry cute la !

hehe ^^

wun ps de him..n lik to make funi face make me laugh all the time..lol..

LEE WAI KEAT

lately oso got some probs...

relationship prob..

n education prob..

im rili facing dilema between which school i should go to nex year

i dunwana waste my parents money sending me to private skul yet my results r stil the same

but on the same time,i noe goin to sempurna wil be better 4me academic wise..

hmm..i nid some advise n help... ><

praying evryday for God's guidance..hope i wun make the wrong choice

- - E N D

aNn.fOrevEr

Eternity musical

[ 19/12/09 ]

finally the day of Eternity is here

after months of practise,its the day to SHOW

haha

ytd was full dress rehearsal@ PGRM

our first time for dis musical at pgrm stage

quite ok de.. the couple dance i practise le vry long time oni can so perfect hehe

vry proud of myself n my partner =)

11am reach PGRM

hang around til 11+ 12 oni evryone reach

then v start to rehears

not bad la

cz all oso shou le..ytd do b4

then go change liao..n make up..hair..thn lunch..

n of cz my fav -- take pic ^^

the english musical start at 3pm..

chinese at 7.30pm

so in between the break v jz hang aorund n practise n touch up our make up

thanks to ♥ regina ♥ for helpiong me make up for 2nd round chinese session..^^

vry nice..i like it..too bad no time to change maii hair style

hehe

here are some pics:

eLWin iN His nERD lOok

lEnglUi reGinA & mE ^^

MaE CHan -- OuR CHoREOgrAPheR

ShE !S My QB jAniCe lEe x)

aH keoNG..chUan..Ann..fAtt..

tHX foR ComiNG To SUPpORT mE =)

dIs poSe i pRActiSE vry LONg n sUper mAny timES onI caN PerFEct..

hE lOok vRY lENgzaI in DIs jACkET ^^

F4CG

@

Eternity__19.12.09

aLl giRls DAncERs

gRoup PIc b4 perFormAncE

-- then the whole thing went on smoothly..

took group pic on stage..

came out on 21/12/09 de NAN YANG SHANG BAO ^^

hehe..

was a great experience to work with such potential ppl..

learnt alot..n made many new relationships..

hopefully they will last forever =)

all glory be to God for making dis production a success

it has touched lives,saved souls,n brought ppl together

thx to MAE CHAN for being such a patient teacher n choreographer (GBU ^^)

n to the production director,andrew chou,music director,ENYA school of beauty make up artists,etc

u all hv made dis work wt all ur preserverence, determination n patience

ETERNITY MUSICAL

19.12.09 SATURDAY

3-5PM / 7.30-9.30PM

I LOVE YOU ^^

- - E N D

aNn.fOreVer

A.P.Y.A.C conference

[ 10/12 - 12/12 ]

APYAC was awesome!

rili filled wt the presence of God

i bet evryone hu went for it was touched by the holy spirit

day 1

woke up at 5.15am..went back to sleep..woke up at 5.30 xD

got ready went to churh..took bus..reach GTPJ at around 6.50?

lol..i forgot dy

then gather for ushers meeting..

my team is in chrge of the PAROUSIA hall

greeting ppl..make them high n syok

but actually just me n my gang 38 at there

haha

lol..

hmm..thn around 9.25 go into hall n the fun started x)

during our free time (4-7pm)

we walk to JAYA ONE mall..

ntg de..oni 1st floor got stuff to shop..thn elwin bring us to 16th floor..

its a company..thn dis guy walk out frmt he company n look at elwin lik vry ke lain him lidat...(he tot v r elwin's kids)

zzz..

inthe end,v cross the road to McD,had lunch..some went to subway..

thn went bk to GT..

day2

i woke up late..8.23am!!!

suppose to be at GT ald..

zzz..

mum drive me there..

got lost..

jeremy oni anser call

the rest all duno die go where liao (kidding)

got there around 10++ >.<

tdy free time was spent at the GT cafe

had some talk wt evryone there..

elwin share about some stuff..

fun day

alot siao thing happen

but lazy type

haha

day3

abit sad evrytgs gona end

but hapi that i learn alot n know more bout christ

glad that im hving the life i hv

thk God for my fmaily..frenz..health..prosperity..for my evrytg =)

some pics here .. enjoy ^^ :

cHERyl & mE @ APYAC day1

jEns!ne..mE..tiffaNy

oUr vRy perASan cg leADer

eLwin tOo

THaT DonkEY MakE chrIStinE scARed TIL hIDE aT a COrnER

Haha

HolY MOthER elWin x)

THey tRYing tO MakE klcc

bUT obvIOUslY theY FAIL

wAn er..chEryL..sAraH..aNn..chRistINe

aS usuAL..slEEpinG~~

i piTY the flOwer..

mY New Car

waD u tinK ? ^^

lAst grOUp piC b4 eNd oF APYAC

wOoo!! F4CG roCks!! ^^

APYAC ILY

but camp is better cz can overnite

hehe

lukin 4ward to it nex yesar!

- - E N D

aNn.fOreVer