i dOn'T kNow ~...

what's happening?
whats all dis unfamiliar faces in my life?
im lost in my own world..
i used to be fine..doing great..
when suddenly..
evrytg changed..
it all became unfamiliar to me..
even strangers feel closer..
all thats happening now..
why is it happening?
is there evn a reason?
i don't know.........

today i supposedly had to attend biology class from 2-2.30pm
which means i must stay in skul area til then..
i felt quite xcited abt it..
but starting from the chemistry period,all my interest hv dissapeared..
in the end i chose not to go..
i was rili so so so damn tired..
then,mum made it difficult..
haie~
at there say those irrelevant stuf..
n not nice to hear tings...
.......haie
she dusn understand
she dusn understand wat im going through
she tinks tat wat she went through during her time is wat im going through
but halo!
now is the 21century
n the new stresses,new obstacles,new challenges tat u don't know of
r all bothering me frustrated
wat u said abt our relationship now..
it rili hurts..
if im rili lik wat u said,then y did i spend rm82 on a tiny little baskin robbins cake for u?
if im rili wat u said,y do i evn do as u wish n stop going out
if im rili lik wat u said,then y m i following wt evrytg u set?
u say private tuition,i private tuition
u say this i do this
u say that i do that
ya sure i mite grumble sumtimes
but tats cz i either jz finished sum stuf thn u strait away ask me to do sumtg else
abt house work,if u say we dun do anytg,all u do,thn tel me la,wat u do?
laundry,jie do
kitchen,i do
sweep all those,maid do
if u evn cook one dinner oso wana complain til lik u vry sacrifice for us de hua,
thn dun cook la!
nbd ask u to cook!
is u urself wana cook!
tat day stil say wat wana cook lunch oso not jz dinner
thn sooner or ltr sure complain again.....
SWT
WAT TO DO!!!
I RILI DON'T KNOW WAT IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW!!!
*sick & tired
*lost

jz hope tat i can pass al my subjects n hopefully get higher than C for all subjects
God help me...

oNe'n'oNly_aNn