sOme pEopLe

u noe some ppl r jz so unreasonable??
they cn hold on to grudges evn if u didn do anytg to them
its all made up by them in their tiny little mind
hao xin la
hu got so much time to evn talk abt u o
haiz
dis ppl rili....qian zhou

let me ask u
if u hv a lover,n he/she treats u the exact same way u treat them,thn isn it fair?
if so,then y do sum ppl dun appreciate wat they hv in front of them?
sweat..
its so.....(no words to describe ppl lik dis)
its lik thay ald hv the best n they noe it bt stil wan2 complaint
if u wan to be the judhe of ur life,thn 4gudness sake DUN get a partner in life!!
its jz darn freakin evil stupid n mean
ur hurting tat person
i wonder if the otr side noe's wat u said abt him/her
maybe i wud do the honors
treating them lik ur dog
ur jz down right heartless
bitchy bitc*h
u may tink ur so right n righteous while actually,ur ntg more than the grains of sand on the ground
ohh
i jz hate ppl lik dis
wish the partner of he/she wil find out the truth soon
n do the fair n right ting
haie
gud luck to u

i dOn'T kNow ~...

what's happening?
whats all dis unfamiliar faces in my life?
im lost in my own world..
i used to be fine..doing great..
when suddenly..
evrytg changed..
it all became unfamiliar to me..
even strangers feel closer..
all thats happening now..
why is it happening?
is there evn a reason?
i don't know.........

today i supposedly had to attend biology class from 2-2.30pm
which means i must stay in skul area til then..
i felt quite xcited abt it..
but starting from the chemistry period,all my interest hv dissapeared..
in the end i chose not to go..
i was rili so so so damn tired..
then,mum made it difficult..
haie~
at there say those irrelevant stuf..
n not nice to hear tings...
.......haie
she dusn understand
she dusn understand wat im going through
she tinks tat wat she went through during her time is wat im going through
but halo!
now is the 21century
n the new stresses,new obstacles,new challenges tat u don't know of
r all bothering me frustrated
wat u said abt our relationship now..
it rili hurts..
if im rili lik wat u said,then y did i spend rm82 on a tiny little baskin robbins cake for u?
if im rili wat u said,y do i evn do as u wish n stop going out
if im rili lik wat u said,then y m i following wt evrytg u set?
u say private tuition,i private tuition
u say this i do this
u say that i do that
ya sure i mite grumble sumtimes
but tats cz i either jz finished sum stuf thn u strait away ask me to do sumtg else
abt house work,if u say we dun do anytg,all u do,thn tel me la,wat u do?
laundry,jie do
kitchen,i do
sweep all those,maid do
if u evn cook one dinner oso wana complain til lik u vry sacrifice for us de hua,
thn dun cook la!
nbd ask u to cook!
is u urself wana cook!
tat day stil say wat wana cook lunch oso not jz dinner
thn sooner or ltr sure complain again.....
SWT
WAT TO DO!!!
I RILI DON'T KNOW WAT IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW!!!
*sick & tired
*lost

jz hope tat i can pass al my subjects n hopefully get higher than C for all subjects
God help me...

oNe'n'oNly_aNn

th!s Is Lif3~

so many things r happening..
two weeks ago it was with outsiders who just sud appeared in my life..
i was doing great without them,y did they have to come in n turn evrytg upside down?
dis gurl in skul beh song me..
i oso duno y..
thn made a big fuss abt it until i sick oso must go find her 'keng' dis ting..
dou say le is last last week,y i stil wana mention it?
bcz tdy i walk pass she n her gang..
then they lik one kind lidat..
n at there ngam duno wat in cantonese de..
n make those sound..
obviously is zhen dui me de lo..
tat time im bz getting ready bugy's surprise so din k them lo..
i rili duno y she wants to be so fake..
in front of her frenz,she show no respect at all..
talk to me dun luk at me de..
stil type hp..
but,wen she is at home,she ji ran sms me say wat sorry just now i was abit rudfe cz bad mood..bla bla bla..
haie..rili duno wat to say abt dis kind of ppl..
play two face de ppl i most hate de lo..hmm..

2nd..
lately mum duno wat happen..
i tink is went through duno wat big shock ba..
her emotions rili unstable lately..
1st minit gud mood,laughing there wt us..
2nd minit,straight face,get furious abt anytg n evrytg..
haie..
even the promise that she made to me for one whole week straight,
she last minit break it..
n end up bring my siblings go The Gardens..
stil make rules lik i cant go out on my own if i dunwan folo them go..
sucks man~
fine lo..
i stay home lo..
at least better than going wt u..
n seeing ur face..
u rili hurt me tat time..
u made me feel lik u dun evn put me in ur eyes..
hmm..xcept for haie,jiu is can haie ba le..
hope tings wil start to lighten up abit ba..
dis thursday goin facial wt her,hope ntg wil happen n ruin the day again..

3rd..
tdy is my darling bugy's sweet 16!
altho the word "sweet" is there,but i dun tink she felt sweet at all..
in da morning we all dun choi her lo..
she talk to us v jz fu yan her..
tat was our plan to jing gu her la..
until recess time,v bring her to the pondok there n sing bd song for her 2gtr wt the bd cake..
at 1st she lik no feel lidat..
face no xpression geh..
then sud she cry o!
oh my !
i rili duno wat to do then..
jz go ovr n hug her..
tel her hapi bd n dun cry..
thn v eat eat eat til past recess time long long liao haha..
hmm..bk in class oni i noe she cry bcz of HIM..
poor bugy has to face the fact tat HE has a gf liao..
she lik HIM but cnt do anytg abt it..
tats the worst feeling u can evr have..
plus hv to watch the person u love be wt antr person..
imagine if it is u,wat wil u feel?
super super sad n down ......
haie.. i comfort her til ntg to comfort le..
bt she stil got her own thoughts n tinking..
non-stop coming..
she oso quite geng de..
whole day cn jz tink bout HIM talk bout HIM haiae..
she obviously likes HIM alot jz dun dare say ba le cz scared wil be HIS n HIS gf de third party..
hmm..kind bugy,stil tinking of otrs gud evn wen she is so sad..
haie..
hope u faster hapi bk ba n get ovr him..
as frenz de,c u lik dis rili vry sad too nerh ="(
bugy jia you !
we r here to support u
WE LOVE YOU!

todays cake must thx to hIm le ^^
hehe.. he dun let me say his name but,stil thx la..
if not for u
i rili duno how to get the cake le..
hehe..
morning rush come skul gv me..
abit touch tim..
hehe^^
thx lu ~

my puppy is coming on 28th may..
i cant wait leh ^^
but for it,i must sacrifice alot..
evryday man~
i last time spend money lik drink water lidat now must budget til so tight le..
her her..
whuu whuu~
sob..
gud ting daddy sponsor me ^^
hehe..
if not rili must suffer til vry chan le~
but i bliv it is all worth it
after dis month jiu can bk to normal life le^^
wee !!

exam dis friday..
stress stress stress...
dunwana talk abt it...

dad got jie her Sony VAIO laptop edi..
white color..
super yeng man..
august my turn lu
haha^^


just now had organic vegetarian lunch..
eww!
yucks man~
im nvr eating tat dish again..
wat "lei cha"
rili taste horrible..
first few spoons n i stop eating it le..
sry er waste le mums money
not cheap de nerh..

hmm..
so many tings happening in my life rite now..
so many tat i duno which to focus more on..
wen im doin A,i tink of B
wen i do B i tink of C
haie..
sumone help me pls???.............

hmm..i tink tats all for today ba..
one day happen so many tings,rili duno shud how nerh..
jz leave to God ba..
He wil arrange for me de i bliv^^
otr than tat,wish evrybd a hapi day lu~
must stay hapi then ppl bside u wil hapi too thn the whole woeld wil be hapi
hehe^^
jia you la!

oNe'n'oNly_aNn

'''[[CruShed]]

u said dis song is vry meaningful to u..
so,this is for u..

Crush-David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

r the lyrics wat u feel inside?
i guess i'll nvr really noe..

oNe'n'oNly_aNn