last days of CNY

18.2.10

morning go relative house bai nian

his house damn luxurious weh~

bungalow 0.0

build on their own..

altogether cost 1.5mil !! waseh..

i wan a house like that nex time when i grow up too ^^

hehe..ngek ngek

then night time my open house

first guest to arrive is jeremy & jon..

wow 0.0 8pm zhun zhun reach ..who would hv guessed that right?

thn wei bok n his fren..forgot his name..lol

thn kim kent,ec,kevin,ah fatt,ying&sam gor

had fun gambling..all our money gv ec them sapu T__T

around 11.30pm go CC da gei ..zzz

thn go home after a while n clean up..

then....something happen make me vry beh song >.<

i hate those kind of planning

thn ming ming is they keep changing ,but in teh end,the person that rugi is me

F !..

anyway..pass is pass jor..

had a great day altogether

hope nex time wun repeat dis kind of thing la

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20.2.10

morning 10am gather at CCC

left around 10.30

first stop.. jonathan house

2nd stop.. joyce house

3rd stop.. wan er house

4th stop.. elwin house

5th stop cheryl house

then went home bathe n change..

left home at around 7.30pm

6th stop..shaun's house

went to bukit segar..then suddenly raining >.<

dman man.....

reach his place i edi wet little bit le..but nvm

cz had fun playing poker n blackjack

the last round super gan jiong >.<

the chong ka vry ci gek

fuyoh~~ haha xD

at last he 'bao'

hahaha !!

thn 10.30pm adjourn to the 7th stop..kee chong house

there i met many surians

miss them all so much>.<

first welcome gift frmt he host is coke + red wine /whisky

i dun rili rmb..

thn took pics..chit chat wt li yi..shin..& bebelaine

had a great time

n super happy that night

i wan it to happen again =)

HE must come too..hehe

if not i cant enjoy drinks le ^^

ngek ngek..

someone vomitted >.<>

then shaun lee drunk like shit ! cant even walk properly

y wana make urself so drunk if u cant take it? ><

anyway..

reach home pass midnite..

*bamm !!! onto my bed straight away

good nites then =)

had a good time of fellowship with all my dear friends

thx to the families who open their house for us =)

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21.2.10

youth today..

had lion competition..

muahahaha

my group won 1st place^^

then went to mr.lee house to bai nian

gamble there too

lost all my money ..lol

sad..but tonite wil try to win back xD

hope God Bless Me

last night le..gv me some *ang ang luck ^^

muackss !!

- - END

aNn.fOreVer

↘[男][人]↙ ♂♥♀ ↘[女][人]↙

你可知道要女人卸妝;面對一個愛的人是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道當女人讓男人脫去自己的衣服;一絲不掛的在他面前是需要多少的愛

你可知道當你抱著她;說一句愛你是多麼讓她感動的一件事情

你可知道女人付出了一切

男人因為得到而不再去用心時

女人的心會撕裂成一片一片

你可知道當女人頂著哭花的臉走在街上

不管是不是有人在看她時

她的心已經快要死了

你可知道當你離開她

不再接她電話但要她每次按你的號碼

是有著極大的期待與恐懼的

你可知道女人的愛男人的愛

最大的不同在於男人忘不了初戀但是..

女人把每一次的愛情當作是初戀,

也是這輩子最後一個來愛

女人知道太多不該知道的事情

男人不知道太多該知道的事情

很多男人不知道女孩子對所愛的人發火後

自己轉過身卻在不斷啜泣

其實很多男孩子都不知道

女孩子從來不會真正去生他們的氣

因為她是真的喜歡他在乎他。

其實很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子只會對自己喜歡的男生嘮嘮叨叨

也只會對自己喜歡的人耍性子。

你要知道，假若她不喜歡你

她根本不會來在乎你關心你怕

你做錯事情。

你要知道，假若她不喜歡你

她根本不會對你發火不會對你撒嬌

讓你哄她在別人面前她都是淑女。

而這一切都只是因為她喜歡你，

而這一切都因為你還不夠在意她不夠懂她。

於是，你們時常爭吵你認為她脾氣不好

她認為你不夠遷就她。

於是，你們總是冷戰你以為她不喜歡你

她以為你不在乎她

於是，你們總是莫名其妙的彼此錯過

也許擦身而過本身就是一種悲傷著的無奈與幸福。

要知道，淒美依然是美的一種並且美的絢麗悲涼而滄桑那是更加的美。

因為她喜歡你，所以她偶爾對你發火時常對你撒嬌。

因為她喜歡你，所以她才會生你的氣而又因為喜歡你她才不會去生氣很久。

你可知道，每個女孩子的心都是水晶做的晶瑩剔透，

但是很容易就碰傷摔碎。

你可知道，每個女孩子都是不設防的

你那麼輕易就闖進她的心走的時候卻只留下傷害。

她從來都不知道，這個世界上根本沒有可以讓她哭的人

因為真正值得她哭的那個根本捨不得讓她哭。

她會很矜持她會很驕傲她會很冷淡

她總是嘴裏說著你走開心裏卻一直叫你留下。

請你張開你的耳朵也請你打開你的心去聽

她心裏真正的呼喚而不是她嘴裏的口是心非。

她會看著你轉身然後她跟著你轉身

當側身而過的時候你看不見她的淚滂沱在臉上心裏。

如果你喜歡她請你多陪她

如果你喜歡她請你多寵她

如果你喜歡她請你多讓她

如果你喜歡她請你去聽聽她內心的聲音在愛情裏，

總是彼此傷害彷佛這樣才能證明自己愛得激烈愛到轟轟烈烈。

可是愛情裏沒有誰對誰錯

愛情裏更加沒有你比我多我比你少。

- - END

miss.ann

2nd day of CNY 2010 ^^

16.2.10

today morning woke up 6.30...then go bk slp..

8.30..thn go bk slp..

9.30..thn go bk slp..

finally 10am woke up..

cook hp porridge til 11am

go bathe..thn spent one hour deciding which jewellery & clothes to wear

then im waiting for mum to call me go downstairs

wait wait until 1hr +..she lik hilang jor ><

i go her room check..she went out jor ==

zzz...

ended up 1pm only v move frm house..

-= in da car =-

reach mont kiara hv lunch wt cousins..

thn ppl come bai nian..

in the lift to ama's villa

after that v went to pavilion for dinner at ichiban boshi

sumtg happened..but end up no bad things happen to 'her'

quite nice day..spend alot time with my dear cousins..

altho jz get two ang pau for today..lol...

dis year ang pau alot lesser than last year..

last year got four digit..lol

she is kimberly..my dear baby cousin ^^

that's me =)

happy CNY to evryone yea! ^^

tmr im going more places bai nian

i wan break last year record

muahahaha

see you soon ^^

tata !

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miss.ann

the [hurting] [truth]

15.2.10

its unexpected what may happen in a day,

what may reveal itself,

what may come to past.

but its always the worst,

when you find out the truth,

the hurting truth.

where you find

all that u once believed was just a fairytale made up,

that reality is not as what it seems.

it hurts,real bad

but nothing can be done about it,

only acceptance,

whether you like it or not,

because the truth cant be changed.

it can only be gotten used to.

it hurts .. when you find out

the person you love,

the person who created you,

the person who raised you up,

the person whom you looked up to,

suddenly comes crashing down like stumbling blocks.

their respect is lost,

ppl stay away from them,

ppl look down upon them,

ppl shun them out.

because of the wrong they did;yet stil trying to push the blame to someone else.

you feel so filled with anger,disapointment,grief..

you want to seek justice for the ppl who were hurt,

who were taken granted for.

but yet,

you stil love that wrong person

and just cant believe what they did was true.

the truth is painful,

its confusing.

it can make you numb,it can make u strong,

it can bring downfall to some;and success to others.

the truth is unexpected.

a person uses bigger lies to cover up the smaller ones.

its never ending like a chain.

mixed feelings cause u to lose ur judgemental skill.

you love both sides.

you dont know how to accept the truth,

how to believe the truth..

i dont know how to accept the truth..

i dont know what i should do if it were really the truth..

i dont know..

what i would do after finding out it really is the truth..

so God help me

give me your guidance

your mercy..

i pray.. amen

from my heart -- ann