Dilema

[ 23.12.09 ]

went for interview with principal of sri sempurna tdy

woke up late ><>

reach there around 10am

but i oni saw the headmaster at around 10.45am

lol rite?..waited long..but worth it ^^

Mr.Tan said many relevant thigns

ask me : "y do u wan2 change to dis skul?"

lol..in the car i keep on practising wt mummy wat to say when he ask me dis Q

but tat time,rite there at tat moment,all the scripts disappeared frm my head

IT HIT ME !

i asked myself rite there..y DO i wana transfer skuls?

is it rili cz of the teachers?

the ppl?

the environment?

or is it JUST ME?

real dileama now..

i rili wan2 improve my academics

cz i noe im not doin at the lvl i should be

yet at the same time my heart is doubtful since my mum mention the PRICE to my dad

the fees r not cheap..

my parents can afford if i rili wan it..but i stil dunwana waste their money n effort..

n let them down..

one vest ald rm50..full skul U nid tailor oso rm130

sumor the skul wants min 2 skul U

entrance fee+deposit edi 3k +

oni first semester..

haie....God help me,anser my prayers..

rili hope i make the right choice,for the best of me n best of others

- - E N D

aNn.fOreVer

fOur bOyfrIenDs -- a sImplE thiNG we AlwaYS forgET in LifE

Once upon a time there
was a girl who had four boyfriends.

> She loved the fourth boyfriend the most and adorned him

> with rich robes and treated him to the finest of delicacies.

> She gave him nothing but the best.

> She also loved the third boyfriend very much and was always
> showing him off to neighboring kingdoms. However, she feared
> that one day he would leave her for another.

> She also loved her second boyfriend. He was her confidant

> and was always kind, considerate and patient with her.

> Whenever this girl faced a problem, she could confide in

> him, and he would help her get through the difficult times.

> The girl's first
> boyfriend was a very loyal partner and had made great
> contributions in maintaining her wealth and kingdom.
> However, she did not love the first boyfriend although he
> loved her deeply, she hardly took notice of
> him!

> One day, the girl fell ill and she knew her time was short.

> She thought of her luxurious life and wondered, 'I now

> have four boyfriends with me, but when I die, will

> I be a alone.'

> Thus, she asked the fourth boyfriend, 'I loved you the

> most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered

> great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow

> me and keep me company?

> 'No way!',

> replied the fourth boyfriend, and he walked away without

> another word. His answer cut like a sharp knife right

> into her heart.

> The sad girl then asked the third boyfriend, 'I loved
> you all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me
> and keep me company?'
> 'No!',
> replied the third boyfriend. 'Life is too good! When you
> die, I'm going to marry someone else!' Her heart
> sank and turned cold

> She then asked the second boyfriend, 'I have always

> turned to you for help and you've always been there for

> me.. When I die, will you follow me and keep me

> company?'

'I'm sorry, I can't help you out this

time!', replied the second boyfriend. 'At the very

most, I can only walk with you to your grave.' His

answer struck her like a bolt of lightning, and the girl was

devastated.

Then a voice called out:
'I'll go with you. I'll follow you no matter

where you go.. ' The girl looked up, and there was her
first boyfriend. He was very skinny as he suffered from
malnutrition and neglect.

Greatly grieved, the girl said, 'I should have taken

much better care of you when I had the chance!'

In
truth, you have four boyfriends in your
lives:
Your fourth
boyfriend is your body. No matter how much time
and effort you lavish in making it look good, it will leave
you when you die.

--Your third

boyfriend is your possessions, status and

wealth.When you die, it will all go to others..

-- Your second
boyfriend is your family and friends. No matter
how much they have been there for you, the furthest they can
stay by you is up to the grave.

-- And

your first boyfriend is your spirit. Often neglected in

pursuit of wealth, power and pleasures of the

world.

However, your spirit is the only thing that will follow you
where ever you go. Cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now,
for it is the only part of you that will follow you to the
throne of God and continue with you throughout
Eternity.

Being

happy doesn't mean everything's perfect.

It means you've decided to see beyond the

imperfections.

- - E N D

aNn.fOrevEr

mY [L] [i] [f] [E] on 20/12 - 23/12

[ 20/12 - 21/12 ]

after church,went straight to genting

super cold dis time

duno wat happen to the climate

suddenly so freezing cold..

wore short pants the first day

dying of coldness..lol

reach awana,check in,go down the korean restaurant eat..

then go up to first world..

met relatives..n took pics..bought snacks for nite time to munch ^^

went bk to hotel..on9..chat..fb..

thn around 3 4am,sleep...

2nd day

went for breakfast thn to theme park

after i bought the tickets,regina suddenly call me say she is coming to genting oso

hehe ^^

then when im at the themepark,i saw ivan ng

hehe..so qiao..

then around 6.30pm i drive down bk to kl

was a fun trip

but nex time i duwan wear shorts le T.T

damn cold

too bad cant meet regina cz she was at indoor themepark,im outdoor..

bt nvm la..got chance de

hehe ^^

sOMe pIc tO viEw ~

iVan nG..mEet hIm aT theMeparK =)

nIcolE -- mY couSin sIs

aNn@cAr jOurnEy

nIce lOllIpop bY thE cloWn

mE & eRn

i lOve tHe vIew

kImbeRly n nIcloE

oN the pirAte sHip

oN thE carOUsoLE

mY beloVed mOm

hE is jiAn miNG

mY brO ^^

aNn @ 20/12/09

lately chat alot wt keatkeat

hehe

noe more things about him

n he vry cute la !

hehe ^^

wun ps de him..n lik to make funi face make me laugh all the time..lol..

LEE WAI KEAT

lately oso got some probs...

relationship prob..

n education prob..

im rili facing dilema between which school i should go to nex year

i dunwana waste my parents money sending me to private skul yet my results r stil the same

but on the same time,i noe goin to sempurna wil be better 4me academic wise..

hmm..i nid some advise n help... ><

praying evryday for God's guidance..hope i wun make the wrong choice

- - E N D

aNn.fOrevEr

Eternity musical

[ 19/12/09 ]

finally the day of Eternity is here

after months of practise,its the day to SHOW

haha

ytd was full dress rehearsal@ PGRM

our first time for dis musical at pgrm stage

quite ok de.. the couple dance i practise le vry long time oni can so perfect hehe

vry proud of myself n my partner =)

11am reach PGRM

hang around til 11+ 12 oni evryone reach

then v start to rehears

not bad la

cz all oso shou le..ytd do b4

then go change liao..n make up..hair..thn lunch..

n of cz my fav -- take pic ^^

the english musical start at 3pm..

chinese at 7.30pm

so in between the break v jz hang aorund n practise n touch up our make up

thanks to ♥ regina ♥ for helpiong me make up for 2nd round chinese session..^^

vry nice..i like it..too bad no time to change maii hair style

hehe

here are some pics:

eLWin iN His nERD lOok

lEnglUi reGinA & mE ^^

MaE CHan -- OuR CHoREOgrAPheR

ShE !S My QB jAniCe lEe x)

aH keoNG..chUan..Ann..fAtt..

tHX foR ComiNG To SUPpORT mE =)

dIs poSe i pRActiSE vry LONg n sUper mAny timES onI caN PerFEct..

hE lOok vRY lENgzaI in DIs jACkET ^^

F4CG

@

Eternity__19.12.09

aLl giRls DAncERs

gRoup PIc b4 perFormAncE

-- then the whole thing went on smoothly..

took group pic on stage..

came out on 21/12/09 de NAN YANG SHANG BAO ^^

hehe..

was a great experience to work with such potential ppl..

learnt alot..n made many new relationships..

hopefully they will last forever =)

all glory be to God for making dis production a success

it has touched lives,saved souls,n brought ppl together

thx to MAE CHAN for being such a patient teacher n choreographer (GBU ^^)

n to the production director,andrew chou,music director,ENYA school of beauty make up artists,etc

u all hv made dis work wt all ur preserverence, determination n patience

ETERNITY MUSICAL

19.12.09 SATURDAY

3-5PM / 7.30-9.30PM

I LOVE YOU ^^

- - E N D

aNn.fOreVer

A.P.Y.A.C conference

[ 10/12 - 12/12 ]

APYAC was awesome!

rili filled wt the presence of God

i bet evryone hu went for it was touched by the holy spirit

day 1

woke up at 5.15am..went back to sleep..woke up at 5.30 xD

got ready went to churh..took bus..reach GTPJ at around 6.50?

lol..i forgot dy

then gather for ushers meeting..

my team is in chrge of the PAROUSIA hall

greeting ppl..make them high n syok

but actually just me n my gang 38 at there

haha

lol..

hmm..thn around 9.25 go into hall n the fun started x)

during our free time (4-7pm)

we walk to JAYA ONE mall..

ntg de..oni 1st floor got stuff to shop..thn elwin bring us to 16th floor..

its a company..thn dis guy walk out frmt he company n look at elwin lik vry ke lain him lidat...(he tot v r elwin's kids)

zzz..

inthe end,v cross the road to McD,had lunch..some went to subway..

thn went bk to GT..

day2

i woke up late..8.23am!!!

suppose to be at GT ald..

zzz..

mum drive me there..

got lost..

jeremy oni anser call

the rest all duno die go where liao (kidding)

got there around 10++ >.<

tdy free time was spent at the GT cafe

had some talk wt evryone there..

elwin share about some stuff..

fun day

alot siao thing happen

but lazy type

haha

day3

abit sad evrytgs gona end

but hapi that i learn alot n know more bout christ

glad that im hving the life i hv

thk God for my fmaily..frenz..health..prosperity..for my evrytg =)

some pics here .. enjoy ^^ :

cHERyl & mE @ APYAC day1

jEns!ne..mE..tiffaNy

oUr vRy perASan cg leADer

eLwin tOo

THaT DonkEY MakE chrIStinE scARed TIL hIDE aT a COrnER

Haha

HolY MOthER elWin x)

THey tRYing tO MakE klcc

bUT obvIOUslY theY FAIL

wAn er..chEryL..sAraH..aNn..chRistINe

aS usuAL..slEEpinG~~

i piTY the flOwer..

mY New Car

waD u tinK ? ^^

lAst grOUp piC b4 eNd oF APYAC

wOoo!! F4CG roCks!! ^^

APYAC ILY

but camp is better cz can overnite

hehe

lukin 4ward to it nex yesar!

- - E N D

aNn.fOreVer

hoLiday StaRts

i dun rili rmb wat i did since holidays started

but here r some things i rmb doing

20-22 nov -- i stayed at my yingying's house ^^

my mum went outstation,dad overseas,sister n brother in mont kiara..

so zhi hao go there stay lo..

hmm..b4 goin to her house,i attended a friends funeral..

so sad ="(

rili cry..especially when i talk to the mum..

haiz...y all the gud ppl in dis world must go so early..

but the bad ppl que stay so long?

maybe is God let them suffer on the world b4 die ba..

after that,we ajourn to kajang eat their famous satay^^

got around 10 of us go..

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

♥josiah

♥elwin

♥pas.siew chin

♥doreen

♥pas.michael

♥daniel

♥vivian

♥mahadeva

♥jonathan

♥me ^^

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

then eat eat n chat chat..

the satay rili nice leh

nex time wana go again ^^

around 1am oni i reach ying house..

rili paiseh n sry leh aunty..

nid u to wait for me..

sry sry n thx..

then i straight go shower,chat wt ying,on9 til 4am..then sleep..

the nex day v order pizza delivery..

sam oso come join us..

then at nite go out eat wt ying family..

sunday nite..back home lu ^^

thx aunty uncle for letting me stay over ya

n i oso wana TQ elwin n johnny for sending me to n fro

i ffk elwin leh ><

he came to ying house fetch me

but i stil sleeping ><

rili sry elwin!!

n thx..

i rili appreciate it

monday n tuesday i forgot wat i did le

thursday went to see our new house

almost done dy!

hehe..i chose green for my room colour..

hope the result wil be Okay ^^

then,my hp ring..is Elwin!!

arghh!! i forgot tdy is YET..

hehe..paiseh..edi one hr late..rush there..n listen..

learn alot of "ren shen dao li"

n let go of my past.. feel so much easier n lighter now..

burden free ^^

after YET on thursday i went to jonathan house

first time i see jeremy geh soft side..lol

"People will always want what they don't have" ..

wait there for mum til 6pm then went for dinner n back home

YET 2009

Group pic

today

i woke up at 12..

eat..get ready for tuition..

suddenly i feel very angry n dissapointed in myself..

i cant even do the Q that teacher taught me b4..

felt like such a failure ><

so i canceled tuition..

im so glad mum only let me do private tuition..

then i can change it whenever i want

hehe^^

so bad..

hmm..i fell asleep on my bed..sleep AGAIN!! lol..

my hobby rili is sleeping x)

then woke up at 6pm..go bath..

then went to timesquare..

ate at Penang village

tdy i wear my 3inch heels..

gosh i need more practise

feet pain like ntg

since i be wt "him" .. i nvr wear heels anymore

now must practise more lo ^^

bought a new top..mum saw it say vry nice so she sponsor..thx mommy ^^

hehe..

then watch Mulan

rili gud show leh!!

the beggining might be abit boring

but the mid n end part not bad de^^ hehe..

during the movie..

he sms me..hmm.. i rili duno how la..

im trying my best here..

but he like..trying to make it harder for me..

i need my frenz&family support now..

if not,i won't be able to get through....

1am back home.. tdy whole day sleep..so not rili tired ..hehe ^^

awaiting my new day tmr!

gona do sumtg tat wil make me vry vry VRY happy n satisfied if i succeed

hehe ^^

hmm..

tats all ba..

pics..tdy cant upload la..i lost my camera de charger so cant on it ="(

need to go low yat le ^^

kk

9s evrybd

-- E N D

aNn.fOrevEr

16.11.09

finally i get the tickets to this show

really full house for consecutive few days wa

sumor in evry mall including IOI mall ><

but happy n satisfiied at last got to watch it

the movie is 2hrs 40mins long

about the end of the world

extremely exhilirating

like in the bible,the rapture will happen..

then the tribulation for 3.5years

micro chips will be inserted as a mark of the devil

we humans must make a choice n stand strong,dun gv into the satan's deceit

then the 2nd coming of God will come

n the epic battle of the Armageddon b4 the end of the world wil happen

where Christ will thriumph n satan will ne locked in the bottemless pit -- Abbys

for 1,000 years...

awesome show

evryone must watch if u hvn watch ^^

P.s : good luck to all SPM students

just do ur best dun gv up

n all hu r hving exams..gambateh !!

- - E N D

aNn.fOrevEr

happy birthday jonathan !!

12.11.09

happy sweet 16 Jonathan !! ^^

tdy u r a year older

means u must be more responsible n matured dy

haha! (as if)

anyway

hope u liked ur surprise cake n celebration

wish u all da best n God bless

enjoy ur sweet 16 ^^

11.11.09

around 8pm we gather at his house to surprise him

eugene bring him go play basketball

while we prepare at his house

made a card for him n elwin bought cake

hehe...

then we torture him ---- help him do leg waxing XD

but too bad his leg sweaty cz play bkb so.... plan failed x)

anyway..then we went to Kaki Corner..

makan.. chit chat.. take pics..

the singer tonite so damn gud leh

lum sei his voice

haha..

then went back to jon's house get my laptop thn elwin sent me home lu

here r some pics :

h a p p y s w e e t 1 6 ! ! !

nice ba?

dis is made by cheryl..

i wan oso dun hv nerh!! hehe

last minit work

kekezz x)

the designer of dis card

C H E R Y L

see his surprise look on his face?

vry hard oni can take dis pic leh

hehe

his birthday cake

chocolate cheese

yum yum ^^

leg waxing moment x)

the guys..

pose pose pose ^^

[ all 4 one

&

one 4 all ]

vi..ann..cheryl..jon..jeremy..MD..eugene

besties forever

kekeke ^^

vi & eugene

taken by mahadeva

not bad..can be photographer dy

hehe ^^

me , wan er , cheryl..

middle gurl siao dy..

me & lovely cheryl

ann @ 12.11.09

vi & ii

group pic

doreen..cheryl..wan er..vivian..elwin..

jonathan..jeremy..mahadeva..eugene

group pic

cheryl..ann..wan er..elwin..vivian..

jonathan..jeremy..mahadeva..eugene

me & vi

around 11+ oni reach home

cz jon's parents out for dinner

so no key

must wait outside his house lik so po

his bro rili geng ahs

he drive 6hours to johor n back jz to fetch his gf

wow..hehe..i oso wan ^^

damn tired

gosh..duno y lately ig et tired so fast

izit cz im gettin old? ><

nah..impossible

k then..i nid sleep!!

gud nite evrybd

sweet dreams

muaxs!! x)

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y J O N A T H A N ! ! ! !

- - E N D

aNn.fOreVer