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random happenings in my life

2011-01-29T16:29:00.000+08:00

very lazy to type.. so just post pics.. smart smart ^^

the date.. just look at the pic.. got it there at the corner =)

a day at the park =]

^^ his contract with me

feh sui'ing~

garlic bread ~ by me :)

my almond slices ^^ success!!

our delicious salmon western dinner :)

night market with you

interview day~ hehe


me & my never=played=before-guitar =)

i really wana learn..but daddy not free to teach me ="(

i got accepted into ritz carlton with this look ^^ hehe

i broke my nail!!! waaa~~~ X"O

daddy bought us toothpaste from US. haha xD

from the airplane =) thanks daddy

this makes me feel he is thinking of me even on the plane. haha! touched xD

her blurrr face. loves. =)


yes. i look terrible. bcz i felt terrible. night after work. after public transport -,-

alot more coming up =]

lazy now. hehe

f r o m

m s .a n n

a.b.a.n.d.o.n.e.d

2011-01-29T15:37:00.000+08:00

29/1/2011

its really so hard to think of a blog title everytime i write a post..
i can sit infront of the laptop for 20mins b4 i decide with a title~ ="/
and im so lazy to type abt what happen in my life~ haha.. this time, this post is for VICKY darl. hehe
she always complain i dont update my blog~ so now, i do it upon request. =p

*FINALLY ~ im gona cancel my digi~
it charge me money for ntg at all -,- wth

22/1/2011-23/1/2011

muahahaha
time for F5 *2010 cg to 38 & gila through the night again!
a total of 9 monkeys came to my house around 9.30pm
sorry ya~ i lost my house keys~ hehe
chit chat & 38 in living room then went to 1st floor for PICTIONARY. ngekngekngek x)
this was superduper FUN. haha
after midnite,went to NELLY mamak for supper..
first time in my life i did midnite walk~ all the way to KK just for ~~JONATHAN WU~~'S top up!!
then went to my room for chit chat time~ we had Q&A . haha. all the secrets all come out dy x)
4ever, no secrets between us. what is yours, is mine. bcz apart,we r ntg. but together, we are can move mountains. =]
slept at 5.30am~ @_@ always can gila with u guys~ love u all muchhhh~~ =]
fun fun time with all of u. hope that we cna ahve antr one soon ya. cheers.
went to church together the next day =]

u ppl always bring joy into my life. we will sticktogetherlikeglue. no matter rain or shine. ♥♥♥

24/1/2011-28/1/2011

working in Ritz Carlton for 5 days~ tiring job!!
especially the travelling.. so tired dy stil need to take public transport -,-
so i resigned today. hehe
thanks to my boss & managers who took care of me, n so sek me, n gv me special treatment (muahaha)
hope to KIT with u ppl in the future =]

ritz carlton spa village

pool side =]

Ritz Carlton Hotel

so i ~~resigned on 28/1/2011~~ and got a new job at 28/1/2011

how great is that. lol.

hope the new job will be alrite. teehee

january is gona end soon~ CNY is cmg. usually i wil be very happy, cause can collect ang pau.
but this year.. we cant celebrate it. so sucks =X
gona start working in Dragon-I on friday~
hope evrytg wil be alrite~ God Bless me
hope february will be as awesome as january =]

overall, life is moving on, we have to make choices every single moment of our life.
what to eat? what to wear? where to go? which job to take? which college to go?
all these are decisions ..
dont be afraid to make the wrong decisions. cause it the wrong decisions that teach u in life =]

f r o m

m s.a n n

s.u.d.e.n.l.l.y

2011-01-10T02:15:00.000+08:00

i dont know y, i will have the urge to open our blog and re-read what u wrote to me.
its so, unreal. the things u say, said. when i read it again, i know truly,
u ~~NO LONGER HOLD A PLACE~~ in my heart . ppl make mistakes, ur my mistake.
something that shouldnt be started from the beginning, if i had listened to my mom. if only..
but, i m stronger now. ~~not bcz of u,~~ but bcz of the ppl around me when ~~U WERE NOT AROUND~~.
thank you for creating the chance of letting me realise that fact.
i sincerely wish u all d best in ur future life, career. i m sure u hv big dreams. go on n fulfill them =]

watched Season Of The Witch with some babes tdy

ida

cynthia

sin ting

wei ru

mei ying

exhilirating movie. recommended =] but definitely for 18 above, if not, parental guidance. lolxx
when the movie ended, i realised i was seated one head lower than the cinema seat. lol
its tht scary. haha
next target is ~~The Tourist~~, ~~Red Riding Hood~~, ~~Thor~~, ~~Shaolin~~. . teehee =D who should i watch them with? hehe

after that, had ~~steamboat~~ dinner with my dear friend, eachuan.
hehe. his appetite is sooo small now ==
no fun eating with him dy~ end up eating on my own~ cheh
anyways, had a good time with u.
all the best with agel. i believe in u. u can do it.

to ying, hope u will find agel suitable for u. it is definitely a company worth ur time & effort & investment. hope u can experience that on ur own too. all the best =]

f r o m

m s . a n n

Imma good good girl !

2011-01-05T22:40:00.004+08:00

the good girl part is cause i din go out shopping/watch movie/hang gai in the past three days~
means i din spend a single cent in three days!!! MIRACLE.
why? cause my dear friend pass his stupid flu infectin to me!!!!! so i cant go out anywhere~~ zzz
i really need to find a job~ or sumtg to do with my life~
i cant keep on using moms money to go out n have fun~
过不到自己的良心*

*sometimes , just sometimes, i wish there would be someone there for me to rely on~
i love my single life. but just sometimes, when ur next to me, i cant stop thinking abt the days we used to have together.
when it was just u &me. our world :)

感激遗弃你的人，因为他教导了你应自立
感激绊倒你的人，因为他强化了你的能力
感激伤害你的人，因为他磨练了你的心志
感激欺骗你的人，因为他增进了你的见识

3/1/2011

went for business meetings~

at the start , i thought, hmm..not bad.

but end up, its misleading information given to me~hmm.. what a waste!

i thought that could be my income generator~

but, wth, alot more chances out there =]

the WORST PART is, brought back flu infection with me~

now, suffering at home, cant go out~

when i dont sleep, i feel like im gona drop dead~

when im lying on the bed, feel like my whole body cant move, & body burning like hell~

SHIT*!!!

4/1/2011

woke up at 11+, waited til 3pm for another business meeting, this time with my mom listening too~

i heard some things the guy told my fren abt this meeting, hmm.. i guess u cant be overly confident in urself.

ur age is stil young. ur just a young adult that is easy to impress, tts y u r in tht business.

u nvr seen REAL money making businesses YET.

so, ~~dont put ur hopes too high, cz the higher it gets, the bigger ur fall~~.

being confident is not a bad thing, but u must know ur limit. and dont let ur confidence turn u into a proud, cockey person.

night, went for agel money mixer & training, i rili hv confidence tht i can do it.

i just need the time and energy and prospects . of course most importantly, an executive package first~ (daddy daddy daddy, faster come back ^^)

the business plan is really so simple. u just have to be consisten, determined, and persevere.

dont be afraid of being rejected, face it with ur head up high.

its their lost =]

also did a burning bowl ceremony, to let go of whta u dont want in 2011, and welcome in what u want into ur life.

but i didn do my list~ wil be doing it on my own one of these days =]

*there r many things out in da world tht we hvn face, many more challenges cmg our way, we hv to be humble, seek advise, ready to listen & obey.

mom said she found a placement for me at a hotel~ her friend is a chef there~ hmm.. ok la~ quite interesting~ new experience. but the next day, she said, "u should og into ID(interior design).." im like =.=|||

haha! my mom~ so spontaneous~ love her lots

im so glad to hv a mother like her in my life. she has guided me so much in lifes journey

when i was sad, she comforted me.

when i was down, she picked me up.

when i was angry,she cool me down.

when i succeed, she is happier than me.

when i fail, she gives me the strength to get up & carry on.

I LOVE YOU MOMMY

5/1/2011

im totally SICK!!!!!!

shit~ >.<

cant even breathe well now~ ughh~~~

really regret meeting jon tht day~ wth...

went jogging dis morning~ with two dearies~

eachuan

cynthia

thanks dad for letting us use ur car =]

came back, bathe, sleep..

20mins later.. hp ring~ sms from sis~

got up again, went to teman her lunch~ haha. she treat me ;)

then came bk home, search for some colleges while digesting, and terus sleep!!

YES! sleep is good!

when i open my eyes, suddenly i see a figure~ lol~

its YOU =]

haha. shock me. im thinking "wow~ u so daring,come into my room. mom know then u kena 99!" hahaha

*altho im not there in person, but i wish u all the best. u can do it. i hv faith in u. PROVE TO THEM, IT IS POSSIBLE!!! U CAN DO IT!!! GAMBATEH!!!!

supposed to go gym with sis, but too tired~ sry ffk u

tmr again ba~

gona go sleep again~ tmr morning healthy lifestyle again~ teehee*

f r o m

m s . a n n

My 1-1-11

2011-01-02T22:46:00.000+08:00

its the first day of a new year,
so many things has happened in my 2010.
i learnt so much &grown up so much,
now, im officially 17, and legal to drive.
at the start , i was very eager to get my license &drive.
but now, when i think of it, i dont have much of 17 to live.
so, i have decided to take it slow, teehee :D enjoy every moment of life, take it step by step, make some wrong decisions and learn a lesson from it, be a TEENAGER ! bcz when a day goes by, it goes by, never comes back !

passed my new year day @ ~~midvalley~~ with some crazy new ppl in my life ;p

ruben

         jack
     t-guan

then met up with
       mei ying
chee shen
        xiaoken
                         mei ling
dear cynthia

at night for yumcha @ ~~Station One~~&~~Gilly Cafe~~ :)

after sending evryone home, went to visit

          eachuan

he is sick :/ bad cough~ hmm.. u will always be my dear fren, u ex-lover ;P
teehee*
nice dream leh? ^^ its not a dream! wake up! haha

had a little shock & stun time somewhere in between the day (ice & cynn, now u know la)~ and answered some things i never answered b4, haha. gud experience x)~ conclusion, it was a Good gOOd dAy :)

passed my new year day @ ~~midvalley~~ with some crazy new ppl in my life ;p

jack
ruben
t-guan

then met up with

mei ying

chee shen

xiaoken

mei ling

cynthia

2/1/11

phone call* ying: "ann,wan go cut hair with me?" ann: "u come fetch me la"
at hair saloon* ying: "since u colour dy, just change style la. more BOOM ma!" ann: "yalo. sien dy old hair style" ying: "so u wana cut what?" ann: "i see u cut first. then only i decide"
end result* ann got a new hairstyle :)

f r o m

m s . a n n

A new start

2010-12-31T03:20:00.001+08:00

firstly, i wana thank my sweet gf, xin qian ho, for "renovating" my blog for me. u did a gud job girl. thanks lots♥

PIMPLES !!!! they are popping out everywhere on my face! & i regret not sleeping enough & not drinking water. yet, here i am, blogging at 2 in da morning @_@

after months of not touching my blog, i finally decided to start again. not to be DFA, but just to jog down all the blessings i have in my life.

Things i have learnt :

- learn how to appreciate what we already have right now, rather than thinking about what we WANT to achieve.
-we are too focused on getting MORE MORE & MORE, until we forget what we NEED,
and what is most IMPORTANT in life.
-happiness is not only found in having a BGR (boy girl relationship), but those who really care enough to stick around.
-"dont make others a priority in your life when u are just an option in theirs."
-~~i STIL LOVE SHOPPING!~~ and i think my shophaholic syndrome is getting worse~ T_T .. maybe i need a personal bank. lol~ someone who can watch over my wallet while i go out =p haha..

its the last day of the year 2010. i have grown quite a bit in 2010. i thank all those who have been a part of it.
i appreciate u guys alot =] hopefully in 2011, our bond will stay strong too as we enter college life, and take different pathways in life.

30/12/2010

didn sleep the whole night !! went Broga Hills @ 5am in da morning !! @_@ it was a pretty tiring climb, but the view was great =]
thanks ea chuan for bringing me there ;) next time camping yea ! ^^
went bk home to nap few hrs, then out again~ went to ts for movie.
had mushroom steamed rice for lunch @ Sweet Chat =D ea chuan gor gor da bao for me from his home. hehe. it was nice. thanks ^^
after tht, went to watch Gulliver's Travels. nice & funny movie. very entertaining. RECOMMENDED . =]
next, headed to jusco mahkota cheras to change my clothes. gud thing the staff was co-opreative, if not i will really lose alot of money there ;)
3rd round, yumcha session with mei ling , ken, &ea chuan . didn talk much tho. was freakin tired !! (but dont feel tired when im typing on my laptop =p ngek~)
had a nice day. cheers to everyone. ♥

29/12/2010

woke up @ 11am today, sis said she has to go for ucsi orientation day. so i tagged along ^^ planned to watch movie after that. eachuan was our personal chauffer . hehe. a very patient one. =p waited at ucsi until 4.30, then headed to jusco balakong. ended up din watch any movie cz had to rush for dinner party @ PJ , 7pm ==
but one gud thing is, i started to drive manual car today !! yes!! not so hard la. but need more practice lu . hehe
party ended @ 11pm, but stay back to chat & talk til 1am +
reached home, bathe, and it was 2,30 am >.< left 2 hours more to Broga Hills , so decided not to sleep =p
sure gona be super tired the nest day, and indeed i was ;)


jusco fruitsland

waiting for sis @ ucsi

24/12/2010

its cousin audreys wedding on christmas eve. a special bonding to celebrate on a very special day =]

venue, Prince Hotel

lazy to type~ so.. here the pics!

after the wedding, went for 2nd round, christmas countdown @ joannes house!

25/12/2010

had christmas luncheon @ pgrm. im so proud of my church, there were 1000 ppl at the lucnh that afternoon. it was great experience to see the way the Lord moves in out lives.
after lunch, went to midvalley with ea chuan to do some christmas shopping ;)

26.12.2010

brought my family to look out point for dinner.
enjoyed the view alot. altho the food sucks >.<
panorama restaurant, never go there again

27/12/2010

went for a day trip @ morib with daddy~ he is going overseas again T_T surrently he is in LA , i think 0.0
had lots of fun. its been a long time since i went to a beach =]
we had dinner at the jeti . and a nice night walk for digestion x)

this is Pervi =] my special surprise christmas gift from a very sweet person,my brother,cheah jian lee =]

well, thats it for now i guess, very sleepy now eyes gona close~

goin out tmr! with CG ~ hope it will be a good day

goodnight everyone & sweet dreams

f r o m

m s . a n n

2010-08-17T20:13:00.001+08:00

after exams ..
feel so relieved
but cant totally relax due to coming trials & SPM
omg ~ =.=|||
anyway, happy ^^ that exams r over, cause can get back with HIM
HE dun wana contact me while exams..
after exams only contact..
so, FINALLY ^^ wee

12.8.2010 thursday~

fun night with ying,michael,hao ~

four of us at Gilly Cafe ~

worst headache ever

went to stay over at yings place, nex day go to skul wif her

gosh~!

head was killin me the whole day~!

couldnt concentrate on exam..

finally got to rest when i got home.. thank God

13.8.2010 friday ~
during school,kena denda to sweep the school stairs..
cz of wearing black sport shoes to skul =.=
at night,went to oldtown next to BRJ
had some talk with some ppl about some things
hehe.. overnited there again ^^
happy happy ^^ wee wa wa wee wa wa
hehe
altho not a vry gud rest,but satisfied ^^
first time i did it twice in a row.. my muscles also aching dy [only you know what im saying x) ]~

14.8.2010 saturday ~

bought xxx & xxxxx

hehe.. only know what is that again ~ lolxx

then went home to get ready for dinner

Ramadhan Buffet Dinner @ Shangri-La Hotel,Lemon Garden.

grandmama's 2nd home x)

delicious food~ omg~

i totally went against my after 6 no food diet

gosh ~ =.=

anyway,had a great nite takin pics, n having gud food ^^

15.8.2010 sunday~
missed church due to extreme exhaustion ~
sorry Father T_T
brought ying out.. finalyl went swimming. sumtg healthy. at last !
tired + hungry = ruin ym diet T_T
my after 6 no food diet is working ^^ my fren saw me at the swimming pool n said i slim dy~ haha (an shuang)
then went for steamboat ~
nice food & reasonable pricing
had alot of laughs & fun there
had a good four days with you
appreciate it =)

16.8.2010 monday~

skipped school..

too tired from swimming and late nights the past weeks ~

so tdy is my off day^^ hehe

watch movies at home & relaxed~

at ngiht receive sms from ying .. haha ! sry gal,too tired dy~ my bad =)

and then another one from WC

17.8.2010 tuesday~
went to skul ..
find teacher.. i absent so many days~ gota write letter or im gona get suspended from school,which is not a bad thing,cz then i can rest at home for two weeks without having to masuk boring
hehe
smart x)

anyway,my past life has been this.

you're back in my life

i have wonderful babes&frens

im enjoying my life as it is

i love my family altho we argue & quarrel

and i appreciate everyone who has came into my life before, u r all my lessons in life

and my book of life's journey =)

"越久越好当然最好啦" -- Mr.Lim ^^

from

ann's

hEart.2.hEarT

终于做到了！！！ ^^

2010-07-26T01:36:00.000+08:00

为你做的 99次我想你不容易哦

你用我罕你的名做过类似的东西应该知道我说的难吧？

要把字体全部都排到一排，不简单

我也刚知道这个事实

可是我不介意

为你，怎样困难，怎样辛苦

都不介意

不管需要多长的时间

多少的心思

我都愿意 =]

因为你值得

f r o m

a n n 's

hEart.2.hEart

99次我想你

2010-07-26T01:30:00.000+08:00

I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you

I miss you I miss you

I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you

I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you

I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you

I miss you I miss you

I miss you

“等放下了再看”

2010-07-20T00:15:00.000+08:00

贝贝曾经告诉我说 “加油啊那只不过是你人生中发生的一件事明天会更好”

贝贝说的没有错

也就是她这句话叫醒了我

她还告诉我说 “不想看就放在看不到的地方当你放下了才看”

如今的我，已经把盒子打开来看了

那是代表我已经放下我心里的他了吗？

还是。。。什么？

真的，生命中有很多事情可以发生。

有值得开心的，伤心的，愤怒的，失望的，期待的，盼望的。。。

确实，这些都是人生赏给我们的学习机会

如果没有了这些时刻，那就没有了长大后的我们

眼泪是让我们学会珍惜

微笑是让我们懂得欣赏

愤怒是让我们懂得分寸

失望是让我们学会加倍努力

期待是让我们学会等待

盼望是让我们有梦想

有了梦想才会有五彩并分的结果

每件事都从一个梦开始

而那个梦是否能变成现实也就得靠自己了

我很感谢这位朋友一路来给我的劝告罕支持

真的是因为她说的话让我清楚知道该走的路，该做的选择

谢谢你

他还给了我这世上最珍贵的东西

就是我们的爱

每一个回忆罕纪念都归还了我

看到那对戒指。。心有点痛

我们一起细心挑选的

但却从未一起戴上。。就结束了

看到那些照片冲动的想把它们还给你

最后，还是选择冷静

有很多问题我都想问你

但是没有找到适当的时候问你

就这样一直拖。。拖。。拖。。

很好啦拖到现在就真的没机会了啦

谢慧安真明智。。。

anyway,这就是我。我的人生。我的人生的路人。

人生真的很奇妙

它能带给你许多的惊喜

在最预料不到的时刻呈现出你最预料不到的事情或人物

人生应该是精彩的

把人生活到最精彩，才不会有遗憾

f r o m

a n n's

hEart.2.hEart

scary indian guy

2010-07-19T23:46:00.001+08:00

what a day in church 0.0
18.07.2010

tdy went to church as usual and had lunch in church cafe as usual.

but the unususal thing is there was a guy following us wherever we went -.-

a crazy indian guy. the church members said he sleep infront of church cz no home..

zzz~

at the park,he was lying down in the playground tunnel thingy..n guess what he was doing?

he was..... mXXtXXbXXXXg... YUCKS !!! >.< ohmigosh

i was sooo freak out,i juts look away,..

then he start to unbotton his shirt n stare at me n my sis

so we decided to leave 55.. but to our dismay,he too quickly come out frm the tunnel n follow us walk >.< !

we hurrily went into da church compound. phew* we were safe (so i thought)

but he follow us into church !! omg man~ i was ssssooooo freakin scared tht time

the only thing i was thinking is "y are YOU not here? >.<" ="[

then my mum ask him "what u want?"

he answer "she is my wife" (pointing to my sister)

my mum "no she is not ! u go away" (call church guys to come n chase him away)

omgosh!~~~ i was sooo freakin reliefed then.

as i walk out of the church,again i see him standing there leaning against sumbd punya kancil waiting for us >.<

arhhh!!! his determination vry strong a! ...

so,our solution was, ask the guys frm church walk with us , forming a big big group...

uhh.. u cant imagine how it felt like,,being stalked by a big scary crazy man

safely reached our car..

T H A N K S gabriel,brian,joshua.. for beign our bodyguards for 5mins.. lol

T H A N K God too that we are safe

Amen

at night,went for The Glamorous Orchestra Concert @ shaw parade..

waited for pui ling to fetch me at LM

suppose to go home change first de..but not enuf time..so,leave it be la

once we reached there we cari makan

ahaha XD

n went to a vry special shop n bought a special designed key. teehee ^^ hearts it

we also went to the famous Typica Cafe, pui ling wanted tog o for a long time. now she got her wish ^^

pinjam some pics frm otr ppl blogs.. thx & sry ya~ hehe

Typica has aromatic coffee & delicious cake delights =)

usually i wont take black sesame,but i did on that day

the orchestra was fab fab fabulous 1 made me wana take up chinese instruments ^^ hehe

well,ended at 10pm +

reached home almost midnite..

cz nbd knew the exit at shaw parde as it was late n all the doors were closed =.=

duh~~

f r o m

a n n 's

hEart.2.hEart

我....[想][起][你]了

2010-07-17T23:59:00.001+08:00

近时的世界很丰富

每天都有街出，地方去，人认识

现在也刚从派对回来好累噢

平时我回到家第一件事就是冲凉

但不知为什么今晚却不一样...第一件事就是...想起你

也许是我把该有的伤心埋在心里深处

现在才出现吧

每天过着忙碌的生活，都没给自己机会想你就算想也是短占罕稍微的想

现在休息了，停下了，就无法避免真真的[想][起][你][了]

这种感觉很熟悉...一年前我也试过...那就是吃醋的感觉

我也不知道为什么我从来都不吃你的醋但今晚却[第][一][次][对][你][有][这][种][感][觉]

我很不喜欢这种感觉

这种感觉也就因为我的不喜欢而被我的心罕思想派侧从我的生命里消失

但就凭你一个男的.....使这个感觉重发

讨厌厌恨可恶卑鄙

我不想要的东西偏偏回来了

我已经在尽力了甚至告诉自己你本来就是个错误

我本来做得很好都怪我的手痒去看一些不该看的东西导致我有这种感觉

真该死 >.<

无所谓她说得对我只不过是想太多了
我会振作起来我不能回头看！我要坚强，我会坚强。

没有你我一样也可以幸福快乐！！！

f r o m

a n n's

hEarT.2heArt

day with daddy

2010-07-17T13:22:00.003+08:00

13.7.2010

my day with daddy..

he just came back frm overseas then got to go again within three days >.<

just to see the king of duno which country

like the king is more important than the kids

get quite mad sumtimes >.<

but wat can i do...

cried tht night..duno y..sud had the feeling tht all the males in my life r leaving me..lol

think too much dy lahs ~

the day i skipped school

16.7.2010

this morning woke up at 11am+ due to incapability of sleeping the previous night~

missed school.. ='(

went to lm at 1pm to got a hair cut at GC, hmm..wat should i say.. i prefer my hair longer =D

now its 2inches shorter at the back n 1/2 inch shorter in the front...

but nvm.hair will grow xD

then,i watched I N C E P T I O N

GOOD movie. very deep. takes high lvl of understanding & logic to totally grasp the movie. x[

haha. means i am xD LOL

throughout the whole movie,ying said "i dont get it" for at least 3 times! haha

rili nice show. recommend it to all =)

aft tht,went to jalan the lm pasar mlm..bought a few things..then went back

7.30pm went for tuition. the biggest JOKE part is comin up here

on da way,i saw the corner restaurant lights all off. they were using torchlights ==

when we reached tuition , we got down the car,& saw evry1 standing outside the house,duwana go in..

then only we knew no electric ~! so class canceled x)

all the students hanging around w8ting for parents to fetch them home~

~~stupid jeremy~~ stil came for tuition altho i told him dunid to come dy~ but he blame it on me saying i din say properly! =.= zzz

anyway,we headed to LM pasar mlm for the second time, AGAIN

felt so freakin hot there ! squeezing wif all those ppl >.< yucks~!

so went into lm at boston yumcha wif ~~jon & ying~~ instead..

also,waiting for khei nung & cs...

we wait wait & wait until the shop also wana close dy! then only they come! n say wat car cannot start la~ bang the tree la~ all those crap excuses duno real anot~ ishh

anyway,it was 10pm then.. jon & ying went home ald,so me,~~khei nung & c~~s went to pasar mlm for the THIRD TIME! swt man ~ tdy went pm most times in a day ==

walk one round,then suddenly feel generous so bought a pearl milk tea for ~~ah weng~~ at the cd shop..he whole day in there,sure vry sien ler T_T hope it cheered him up^^

after tht,decided to meet up wif ~~sam & kah weng~~
as usual,i had alot of crap exchange wif sam.. haha

miss him much xD n all our BS 2gtr . haha

CS said, "u two like opening war lidat "

haha! actually,really abit like war. hehe

sat at the pm char kuey teow stall til 11pm.. start to feel tired... @_@ eyes drying up...

so went home lo ^^

T H A N K S khei nung for sending me home, n thx all for gving me such a wonderful day

love u all . muahs =)

f r o m

a n n's

hEart.2hEart

everything's c h a n g e d

2010-07-16T10:31:00.002+08:00

i knew tht the second i decide to let u out of my life, evrytg will change

& it has

my list of things to do is now all canceled out(thx to him) :

~~killing my brain cells to plan surprises for him~~ ..
~~breaking my finger skin to practise the "it" for him~~ ..
~~genting with him~~ ..
~~ice city~~ ..

maybe its a good thing?

save my time , brain cells , & money .. zzz

can put them on my studies now (say ony la~ hahs!)

hmm.. its not easy getting used to a sudden change,but i think im doing alright

thx to my beloved babes & dudes who has been there for me =] muahs . love u all ♥

[lately's] ...

our class T is gone T_T

because its too expensive.. her her.. i liked the class T soo much

watched the drama 偷心大圣PS男 xD N I C E !!

but onyl until chap18.. chap19 not out yet.. gota w8 for it

faster faster publish pls~~

im getting my new BB Storm soon =P

THANKS DADDY ^^ hehe

happy~

abt tht dress in NICHII..maybe i'll go bk n hv a look next week? but if its not there then..i guess its fate =)

the polaroid camera...hmm..wanted to buy it at first to capture t h e m o m e n t s with him,but now tht there is no more h i m ,i guess i can save back the rm265 =p hehe

lately evryy9 also sleeping aft 1am 0.0

gosh~ my panda eyes r comin out , but my pimples r goin away x) yes!!

hope i dun fall sick.. or it will be such a waste.

looking forward to weekend. have lots of plans goin on =D hope they will be great ^^

went to Taylor's University College ytd.. i liked the facilities & all. n they have the courses tht i want..

but now im kinda torn apart between both.. Interior Design / Mass Comm.

i enjoy both, n would do well in both.. but just balancing out which one can lead me to a better n brighter future =p

hahs! talk like sp pro.. actually total noob. lol

after tht,went for lunch at MED,subang .. the food there ranking 46/100 ba~

but Snowflakes was definitely 80/100 xD

loved it soo much

healthy, yummy, looks great too .. hehe =D wana go again x) go to the pavilion one ^^

thts all i guess.. just some randoms abt mua life~ hope evrytg will get better n better..

i love you all ♥

f r o m

a n n's

hEart.2hEart

是我没勇气还是。。？

2010-07-16T00:31:00.001+08:00

好久没把坏心情写在部落格了

粉红色的那本不能写了

你做给我的那本也不能写了

所以只好写在这咯

你送我的每一样东西我都收藏起来了可能我不想每天都看到有关于我罕你的回忆吧。。

你送我的纪念品我也没打开

眼看着那盒子贴着 [爱] [回忆] [永恒] 这三个字。。不知不觉地说：林俊豪，这世上根本没有永恒的爱。。。

很奇怪吧。。我也不知道为什么。。我始终也没办法鼓起勇气把盒子打开

可是这种感觉又不像是缺乏勇气反而稍微像根本不想知道里面是什么

因为心里想，不管里面藏的是什么，现在的我们之间根本不会有任何的改变

不知道是我害怕看见里面所藏着的东西？还是我根本就对那份礼物没兴趣。。

或许你说的都是真的但我依然因为你而对 [真爱] 这个东西失去了信心。。

甚至连跟别人之间的对白都开始派侧这两个字了

你对我的影响真的很大我也为了你改变不少但我始终还是做不够付出太少少到让你觉得我没拿出真心来对待你

。。。。

或许有一天，我会再次把那份纪念品握在手里。。拆开盖子

但只怕等到到时。。全部已经太迟了。。。

你说如果是真的觉得对不起就不会在网上让全世界的人看到。。

但这是你独自的想法

对我而言，把我的话让给全世界的人看到就代表了我最纯真的真心

要让全世界的人都作证

对不起，我让你觉得我不是真心的抱歉

但我还是会继续过我的生活做我想做的尝试我想试的罕研究我想知道的

我会继续走下去因为时间是不等人的残酷现实

所以我也不能那么轻易的让它走失

不可否认，我偶尔也会想起你可是我想起你的时候却不像之前那种想念的想而只是单纯的回想起。

这是代表我成功脱离了依赖你的日子吗？

如果是的话那我真的还蛮佩服我自己的。那么短的时间内可以学会远离一个人，同时在过程中把微笑挂在脸上

我很感谢支持罕安慰我的家人罕朋友们

可能对你们来说，帮我只是亲友之间该做的事，但对我来说却存着很大的意义罕感激

我想在此说一声 ‘谢谢, 我爱你们’

f r o m

a n n 's

hEart.2.hEart

Imma do it for you !! ^^

2010-07-06T18:33:00.003+08:00

2.6.10

Teehee ^^

have a plan going on here.. but wont say it out now

haha! let u all sam si si .

last wednesday was his birthday ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

brought him to The Gardens for lunch

ate at Fung Lye Restaurant. it was surprisingly good. hehe^^

then we watched a movie <Knight And Day>

funny show. comedy and romance. my kind of show. =D

the movie ended around 7+ , then we went to Midvalley to meet michael & Li Ann

hehe..her name is same as mine ^^ ANN

i got abit shock when i saw her legs. i was tinkin "so thin geh?"..then lagi shock when see her face! haha xD (paiseh..)

we went for Baskin Robbins,THANKS MICHAEL ! hehe

then went window shopping...lim jiunn hao make me so sam fu that time ="[

he force me to try a dress..n i fell in love with it,but cant but,cz i need the money for sumtg else..herher..vry sad de lo ="[

anyway,i force myself to walk out of the shop without looking back at that dress. n i succeeded,

see! ntg is impossible =[

suppose to go home for tuition,but the jam was soooo horrible! we decided to stay until it clear off a little.

went home 10pm+ .. happy day with u,lim jiunn hao. hope u enjoyed too.^^

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3.6.10

a long-planned surprise turned out to be a failure,as his maid,his mum,his frens,n according to him,me too, bocorkan our secret plan.. T__T

suppose to be a fun & syok time seeing his surprise face,but haie.....F.A.I.L

morning he had class til 10.30am,thn went for breakfast wt him..aft that he came to my house hang around until 5pm,i ask him to send me to my frens house cz i hv a party..

thn he went bk to seremban,n i waited for michael to pick me to seremban..

sorry there,for the little misunderstandin wt ur girl. my apologies..

reach seremban,stay in his room,wait for him to come bk..

aniticipating the moment he walk into his room n see me there. frm the start i wasn convinced he was surprised..his expression wa snot convincing.but thn,he said he is surprised,so i just believe only lo..but,he bocorkan diri at the dinner table x[

hmph! hate it when my plan fails. cant get the result i want

i will try again n again n again

i did it once,i surely can do it again! gambateh ann!

bbq was fun.din take many pics cz too busy eating.lol

but we took one pic only. n i cnt upload it,cz its polaroid T__T

reached kl at 1.30am...saw mum fallen asleep on the sofa waitin for me..

i love u mum. thanks for everytg

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6.6.10

i want to buy soo many things! haha xD

1) polaroid camera

2)that dress in nichii

3)the drama PS男

4)new handphone

& i wan to go to places too!!!

1) ice city

2) genting (with him..hehe)

today during BIO class,i hv such a srong determination to give birth to twins. LOL !!!

wat an epic moment xD chatted with pui ling,had new suggestions & opinions.

she is a vry mature thinking n sweet girl ^^

hope we will be bf's forever ^^ cheers

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to: that special y.o.u

i have made up my mind to do "it" for u.

hehe^^ but ofcz,i wont say wat is "it" now.

wai til the day i show u,thn u wil noe.haha (BS..LOL)

i wil try my best n put in my best effort to make it perfect for u =)

monthly test coming!!!

GG.

principle wanted to see our whole class! =.=

her pejabat fille dwith 5s3 xD haha. yeng man when we walk out frm the pejabat

haha

our class T is super yeng ^^ happy abt it.

purple! my fav colour,was chosen by vote & luck. hehe

it was meant to be. teehee ^^

evryone's asking me How's life. i have ntg else to answer but Life's great,&moving on =)

cheers ppl !

from:

aNn.fOrever

-XOXO

E N D

mY r3ceNTs~

2010-06-14T22:02:00.005+08:00

hmm..ntg much..jz some update abt life

& dunwana abandon my bloggie

one week after surgery..

everytg changed..

cant eat seafood,cant drink cold stuff,no ice cream

no coffee,no late nights,no long hour shopping

wednesday is the check up

hope evrytg will be alrite

hiaz~ surgery very yum gong ler T__T

but happy too cz got ppl serve me. muahahaha

n can keep somebody next to me for longer period..ngek ngek x)

the overall process is considered good la =)

pavilion Shimino

nIce =D

lately gota stay further frm HIM dy

God bless me successful in that.. (cz really vry hard to do it T_T)

oh ya,tdy had a fun time sms'ing with him

ngek ngek

有异型没人性啊心淡啊哈哈 xD

he is now having buffet dinner at equitorial..pls pls japan win..then he can hv FOC dinner.hehe

tdy went for facial,LM herbaline is better than connaught herbaline (to me la..hehe..to others i duno =p)

bought night gowns..Minoshe,2 for rm59..lol

mummy bought 3 pairs of new shoes..AGAIN!

n i bought new jeans frm Voir. nice n got sale !! lol

i finally got my book!

leroy got his 2nd jab,n chanelle is getting closer with him,which is a good thing x) ngek ngek

ps. sry to the petshop girl..i was soo late..tq for waiting for me

now back home,mum said need to hv antr talk with HIM

n she said i cant hang out with frens til too late in kuantan cz i hvn totally recover yet

whuu whuu..but looking forward to the camp =)

tdy was a happy day

thx chee weng for offering to gv me seminar tips..hehe

p.s I Love You

E N D

--aNn.fOreVeR

МУ ℓΙƑЄ

2010-06-02T15:17:00.004+08:00

Long time din post anytg.. hehe..im soo happy now. in a super good mood. so i finally decide to post sumtg

hehe ..

my dog,chanelle,has been missing for the past four days.

just now my neighbour called me,n said chanelle is found ^^

therefore,i m super super happy & glad now. feel so generous. i will belanja the person who found chanelle nice lunch & watch movie ^^

TAHNK YOU SO MUCH

family.friends.possessions.heavenly father.all in good terms.i love my life.simple yet content.

you dont need hi bye friends when you can have loyal,faithful friends.ppl who really care & love you.and i have found them.thank you all of you.you guys/gals have been great.friendship forever ya.

OUR NEWEST FAMILY MEMBER

Royalle is his name ^^

2months old shih tzu

handsome one.

hehe

Lim Jiunn Hao ~ AnnAnn

duno wat to say abt him,except,he is a gentleman,caring,kind,sensitive,rasional,mature,silly(mostly in front of me),n a VIP in my life ^^

i wana thank you evryone who helped find my beloved doggie,CHANELLE.
she has been found! ^^

i really appreciate all ur words of comfort & encouragement.
ur care&concern is deeply remembered.

Prayer is the key to this success
& the Lord never fails. for HE who asks with a sincere heart shall receive.
& that has been proven to me through this happening.
i am vry grateful to the mercy n kindness shown by all who helped.

THANK YOU

E N D

-- aNn.fOreVer

[痛][苦]的一天

2010-03-29T16:11:00.004+08:00

好久没写部落各了。。

星期一，早上起床，肚子就超痛的

痛到不得了
没去到学校，今天还是考试天。。惨了
去Lm吃sushi king，但却不能吃它们的sushi
因为不熟的东西会让我肚子痛
只好看着弟弟吃我最爱的sushi了 T_T

爸爸还买了这些给我吞
我最不会吞药丸了，但没办法。。

''for replacement of body fluids and electrolytes lost in diahhrea and vomitting'' >.<

还喝了半瓶这个，因为要让肚子的风打呃出来

我所点的东西
很美味吧？可是我吃了几口就没胃口吃了

很美味吧？可是我吃了几口就没胃口吃了

过后就到中医看医生
医生说我肚子敏感，食物中毒
搞到胃不能好好function~

回到家，应该睡觉，但睡不着，就上网 ^^

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aNn.fOrevEr

last days of CNY

2010-02-21T18:33:00.003+08:00

18.2.10

morning go relative house bai nian

his house damn luxurious weh~

bungalow 0.0

build on their own..

altogether cost 1.5mil !! waseh..

i wan a house like that nex time when i grow up too ^^

hehe..ngek ngek

then night time my open house

first guest to arrive is jeremy & jon..

wow 0.0 8pm zhun zhun reach ..who would hv guessed that right?

thn wei bok n his fren..forgot his name..lol

thn kim kent,ec,kevin,ah fatt,ying&sam gor

had fun gambling..all our money gv ec them sapu T__T

around 11.30pm go CC da gei ..zzz

thn go home after a while n clean up..

then....something happen make me vry beh song >.<

i hate those kind of planning

thn ming ming is they keep changing ,but in teh end,the person that rugi is me

F !..

anyway..pass is pass jor..

had a great day altogether

hope nex time wun repeat dis kind of thing la

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20.2.10

morning 10am gather at CCC

left around 10.30

first stop.. jonathan house

2nd stop.. joyce house

3rd stop.. wan er house

4th stop.. elwin house

5th stop cheryl house

then went home bathe n change..

left home at around 7.30pm

6th stop..shaun's house

went to bukit segar..then suddenly raining >.<

dman man.....

reach his place i edi wet little bit le..but nvm

cz had fun playing poker n blackjack

the last round super gan jiong >.<

the chong ka vry ci gek

fuyoh~~ haha xD

at last he 'bao'

hahaha !!

thn 10.30pm adjourn to the 7th stop..kee chong house

there i met many surians

miss them all so much>.<

first welcome gift frmt he host is coke + red wine /whisky

i dun rili rmb..

thn took pics..chit chat wt li yi..shin..& bebelaine

had a great time

n super happy that night

i wan it to happen again =)

HE must come too..hehe

if not i cant enjoy drinks le ^^

ngek ngek..

someone vomitted >.<>

then shaun lee drunk like shit ! cant even walk properly

y wana make urself so drunk if u cant take it? ><

anyway..

reach home pass midnite..

*bamm !!! onto my bed straight away

good nites then =)

had a good time of fellowship with all my dear friends

thx to the families who open their house for us =)

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21.2.10

youth today..

had lion competition..

muahahaha

my group won 1st place^^

then went to mr.lee house to bai nian

gamble there too

lost all my money ..lol

sad..but tonite wil try to win back xD

hope God Bless Me

last night le..gv me some *ang ang luck ^^

muackss !!

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aNn.fOreVer

↘[男][人]↙ ♂♥♀ ↘[女][人]↙

2010-02-16T02:38:00.004+08:00

你可知道要女人卸妝;面對一個愛的人是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道當女人讓男人脫去自己的衣服;一絲不掛的在他面前是需要多少的愛

你可知道當你抱著她;說一句愛你是多麼讓她感動的一件事情

你可知道女人付出了一切

男人因為得到而不再去用心時

女人的心會撕裂成一片一片

你可知道當女人頂著哭花的臉走在街上

不管是不是有人在看她時

她的心已經快要死了

你可知道當你離開她

不再接她電話但要她每次按你的號碼

是有著極大的期待與恐懼的

你可知道女人的愛男人的愛

最大的不同在於男人忘不了初戀但是..

女人把每一次的愛情當作是初戀,

也是這輩子最後一個來愛

女人知道太多不該知道的事情

男人不知道太多該知道的事情

很多男人不知道女孩子對所愛的人發火後

自己轉過身卻在不斷啜泣

其實很多男孩子都不知道

女孩子從來不會真正去生他們的氣

因為她是真的喜歡他在乎他。

其實很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子只會對自己喜歡的男生嘮嘮叨叨

也只會對自己喜歡的人耍性子。

你要知道，假若她不喜歡你

她根本不會來在乎你關心你怕

你做錯事情。

你要知道，假若她不喜歡你

她根本不會對你發火不會對你撒嬌

讓你哄她在別人面前她都是淑女。

而這一切都只是因為她喜歡你，

而這一切都因為你還不夠在意她不夠懂她。

於是，你們時常爭吵你認為她脾氣不好

她認為你不夠遷就她。

於是，你們總是冷戰你以為她不喜歡你

她以為你不在乎她

於是，你們總是莫名其妙的彼此錯過

也許擦身而過本身就是一種悲傷著的無奈與幸福。

要知道，淒美依然是美的一種並且美的絢麗悲涼而滄桑那是更加的美。

因為她喜歡你，所以她偶爾對你發火時常對你撒嬌。

因為她喜歡你，所以她才會生你的氣而又因為喜歡你她才不會去生氣很久。

你可知道，每個女孩子的心都是水晶做的晶瑩剔透，

但是很容易就碰傷摔碎。

你可知道，每個女孩子都是不設防的

你那麼輕易就闖進她的心走的時候卻只留下傷害。

她從來都不知道，這個世界上根本沒有可以讓她哭的人

因為真正值得她哭的那個根本捨不得讓她哭。

她會很矜持她會很驕傲她會很冷淡

她總是嘴裏說著你走開心裏卻一直叫你留下。

請你張開你的耳朵也請你打開你的心去聽

她心裏真正的呼喚而不是她嘴裏的口是心非。

她會看著你轉身然後她跟著你轉身

當側身而過的時候你看不見她的淚滂沱在臉上心裏。

如果你喜歡她請你多陪她

如果你喜歡她請你多寵她

如果你喜歡她請你多讓她

如果你喜歡她請你去聽聽她內心的聲音在愛情裏，

總是彼此傷害彷佛這樣才能證明自己愛得激烈愛到轟轟烈烈。

可是愛情裏沒有誰對誰錯

愛情裏更加沒有你比我多我比你少。

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miss.ann

2nd day of CNY 2010 ^^

2010-02-16T01:54:00.004+08:00

16.2.10

today morning woke up 6.30...then go bk slp..

8.30..thn go bk slp..

9.30..thn go bk slp..

finally 10am woke up..

cook hp porridge til 11am

go bathe..thn spent one hour deciding which jewellery & clothes to wear

then im waiting for mum to call me go downstairs

wait wait until 1hr +..she lik hilang jor ><

i go her room check..she went out jor ==

zzz...

ended up 1pm only v move frm house..

-= in da car =-

reach mont kiara hv lunch wt cousins..

thn ppl come bai nian..

in the lift to ama's villa

after that v went to pavilion for dinner at ichiban boshi

sumtg happened..but end up no bad things happen to 'her'

quite nice day..spend alot time with my dear cousins..

altho jz get two ang pau for today..lol...

dis year ang pau alot lesser than last year..

last year got four digit..lol

she is kimberly..my dear baby cousin ^^

that's me =)

happy CNY to evryone yea! ^^

tmr im going more places bai nian

i wan break last year record

muahahaha

see you soon ^^

tata !

- - E N D

miss.ann

the [hurting] [truth]

2010-02-15T01:42:00.002+08:00

15.2.10

its unexpected what may happen in a day,

what may reveal itself,

what may come to past.

but its always the worst,

when you find out the truth,

the hurting truth.

where you find

all that u once believed was just a fairytale made up,

that reality is not as what it seems.

it hurts,real bad

but nothing can be done about it,

only acceptance,

whether you like it or not,

because the truth cant be changed.

it can only be gotten used to.

it hurts .. when you find out

the person you love,

the person who created you,

the person who raised you up,

the person whom you looked up to,

suddenly comes crashing down like stumbling blocks.

their respect is lost,

ppl stay away from them,

ppl look down upon them,

ppl shun them out.

because of the wrong they did;yet stil trying to push the blame to someone else.

you feel so filled with anger,disapointment,grief..

you want to seek justice for the ppl who were hurt,

who were taken granted for.

but yet,

you stil love that wrong person

and just cant believe what they did was true.

the truth is painful,

its confusing.

it can make you numb,it can make u strong,

it can bring downfall to some;and success to others.

the truth is unexpected.

a person uses bigger lies to cover up the smaller ones.

its never ending like a chain.

mixed feelings cause u to lose ur judgemental skill.

you love both sides.

you dont know how to accept the truth,

how to believe the truth..

i dont know how to accept the truth..

i dont know what i should do if it were really the truth..

i dont know..

what i would do after finding out it really is the truth..

so God help me

give me your guidance

your mercy..

i pray.. amen

from my heart -- ann

有些事 [不] [追] [求] [了] 比较好

2010-01-20T19:14:00.003+08:00

[20.01.10]

有些事情真的要你没办法

而面对这些事的时候难免会做出错误的选择

不是每件事都可以用“谈”来解决的

有些事真的不追求交比较好

就让它随着时光而解开

有时这样让自己有个机会呼吸会比较开心。

朋友不是做假的

只是说世上的全部东西没有一个是十全十美的

包括友情在内

我们都是人，错了就要认，认了就要改。。

只是希望可以单纯的继续这段友情

我不要求你们知道真相，到回以前的关系

因为如果为了这种东西可以导致我们的感情变得陌生

那我宁愿不去追求这段感情

顺其自然就好了

因为知道了真相后对方都不愿意放下

那只好自己做个选择咯

希望我做的选择是对的。。。

- - a n n 's [heart.2.heart] with u

[好][姐][妹] ？

2010-01-18T17:51:00.003+08:00

[18.01.10]

最近真的发生了好多好多东西

伤心的。。开心的。。忿怒的。。安慰的。。都有

再加上现在有考试。。

真的好烦噢。。

但让我最不开心的是我跟朋友之间的感情

我们好像越离越远

自从发生 “那件事” 后，我们之间的笑声和气氛少了很多

我不想要这样

已经准备放下过去了的所有一切，但为什么你们却好像还那么被影响到呢？

早知道就不要追求下去了

早知道就从一开始结束掉它

早知道就不要给 “他” 反映

可是这世上是没有“早知道” 的

不然，我也不会在这儿。。

我第一次把朋友之间的误解写在网上。。因为真的不懂可以信任谁了

曾经让我很信任的人可以说是背叛了我

这世上说当 “好姐妹” 到底是不是真的啊？还是所有的一切都是作假的？

真的好乱哦

好希望我们之间的 ‘冷’ 可以睡个觉再醒来,就没事。。

不想过这样的每一天。。很辛苦呀~~

但好事就是我终于都懂了那些是真心对我的人和在我面前假好的人。。

上帝啊。。帮帮我吧~~拜托

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[17.01.10]

went for youth today

first youth of the year

had a new leader in our form5 - -joyce

welcome! ^^

after church,went to pavilion to meet my long lost cousins frm New Zealand-- jeremy n joel

i dun evn rmb hving them as cousins =.="

bad right? anyway,..

reached P around 2.50pm

meet them at Times ..thn went for baskin robbins..

jeremy dusn take ice cream .. aww~~

he missed out alot x)

thn we walked around like lost ppl..=="

P really is the worst place to 'bond'.. (but great for shopping la ..hehe)

6pm watched Sherlock Holmes

quite good..but the reviews were bad.. (dont trust reviews..judge for urself)

9pm + went to TGIF meet arwyn..

the manager so good..treat us drinks n food..jz cz we r family of the staff..

if lidat thn i evryday go there lu~~xixi ^^

hmm..10+ super tired..falling asleep dy..

nex day intervensi 0.0

jia lat! din study at all >.<

but ok la..tdy BM paper..but dis is the first time i feel BC is hard..

omg..hope i can get C at least..

- - E N D

aNn.fOreVer

luM sEi me joR ahSs!! ^^

2010-01-09T00:18:00.005+08:00

[08.01.10]

- - tdy is supposedly me n him punya 1 year 10 months date

ytd midnite he send the calendar note to me

aww~ how sweet

wish him all the best in evrytg

stay happy n healthy =)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

- - sam tsui - multi talented artist

heard his song for the first time today

fell in love wif it straight away x)

'Can I Have This Dance'

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=44120723641&ref=nf

- i just love it so much

maybe he n zac efron have the same ancestors x)

really talented guy

all the best to his albums n carrier

SUPPORT U ALWAYS

S A M ___ T S U I

-- E N D

aNn.fOrever

Dilema

2009-12-23T15:17:00.003+08:00

[ 23.12.09 ]

went for interview with principal of sri sempurna tdy

woke up late ><>

reach there around 10am

but i oni saw the headmaster at around 10.45am

lol rite?..waited long..but worth it ^^

Mr.Tan said many relevant thigns

ask me : "y do u wan2 change to dis skul?"

lol..in the car i keep on practising wt mummy wat to say when he ask me dis Q

but tat time,rite there at tat moment,all the scripts disappeared frm my head

IT HIT ME !

i asked myself rite there..y DO i wana transfer skuls?

is it rili cz of the teachers?

the ppl?

the environment?

or is it JUST ME?

real dileama now..

i rili wan2 improve my academics

cz i noe im not doin at the lvl i should be

yet at the same time my heart is doubtful since my mum mention the PRICE to my dad

the fees r not cheap..

my parents can afford if i rili wan it..but i stil dunwana waste their money n effort..

n let them down..

one vest ald rm50..full skul U nid tailor oso rm130

sumor the skul wants min 2 skul U

entrance fee+deposit edi 3k +

oni first semester..

haie....God help me,anser my prayers..

rili hope i make the right choice,for the best of me n best of others

- - E N D

aNn.fOreVer

fOur bOyfrIenDs -- a sImplE thiNG we AlwaYS forgET in LifE

2009-12-23T13:43:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time there
was a girl who had four boyfriends.

> She loved the fourth boyfriend the most and adorned him

> with rich robes and treated him to the finest of delicacies.

> She gave him nothing but the best.

> She also loved the third boyfriend very much and was always
> showing him off to neighboring kingdoms. However, she feared
> that one day he would leave her for another.

> She also loved her second boyfriend. He was her confidant

> and was always kind, considerate and patient with her.

> Whenever this girl faced a problem, she could confide in

> him, and he would help her get through the difficult times.

> The girl's first
> boyfriend was a very loyal partner and had made great
> contributions in maintaining her wealth and kingdom.
> However, she did not love the first boyfriend although he
> loved her deeply, she hardly took notice of
> him!

> One day, the girl fell ill and she knew her time was short.

> She thought of her luxurious life and wondered, 'I now

> have four boyfriends with me, but when I die, will

> I be a alone.'

> Thus, she asked the fourth boyfriend, 'I loved you the

> most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered

> great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow

> me and keep me company?

> 'No way!',

> replied the fourth boyfriend, and he walked away without

> another word. His answer cut like a sharp knife right

> into her heart.

> The sad girl then asked the third boyfriend, 'I loved
> you all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me
> and keep me company?'
> 'No!',
> replied the third boyfriend. 'Life is too good! When you
> die, I'm going to marry someone else!' Her heart
> sank and turned cold

> She then asked the second boyfriend, 'I have always

> turned to you for help and you've always been there for

> me.. When I die, will you follow me and keep me

> company?'

'I'm sorry, I can't help you out this

time!', replied the second boyfriend. 'At the very

most, I can only walk with you to your grave.' His

answer struck her like a bolt of lightning, and the girl was

devastated.

Then a voice called out:
'I'll go with you. I'll follow you no matter

where you go.. ' The girl looked up, and there was her
first boyfriend. He was very skinny as he suffered from
malnutrition and neglect.

Greatly grieved, the girl said, 'I should have taken

much better care of you when I had the chance!'

In
truth, you have four boyfriends in your
lives:
Your fourth
boyfriend is your body. No matter how much time
and effort you lavish in making it look good, it will leave
you when you die.

--Your third

boyfriend is your possessions, status and

wealth.When you die, it will all go to others..

-- Your second
boyfriend is your family and friends. No matter
how much they have been there for you, the furthest they can
stay by you is up to the grave.

-- And

your first boyfriend is your spirit. Often neglected in

pursuit of wealth, power and pleasures of the

world.

However, your spirit is the only thing that will follow you
where ever you go. Cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now,
for it is the only part of you that will follow you to the
throne of God and continue with you throughout
Eternity.

Being

happy doesn't mean everything's perfect.

It means you've decided to see beyond the

imperfections.

- - E N D

aNn.fOrevEr

mY [L] [i] [f] [E] on 20/12 - 23/12

2009-12-21T00:39:00.012+08:00

[ 20/12 - 21/12 ]

after church,went straight to genting

super cold dis time

duno wat happen to the climate

suddenly so freezing cold..

wore short pants the first day

dying of coldness..lol

reach awana,check in,go down the korean restaurant eat..

then go up to first world..

met relatives..n took pics..bought snacks for nite time to munch ^^

went bk to hotel..on9..chat..fb..

thn around 3 4am,sleep...

2nd day

went for breakfast thn to theme park

after i bought the tickets,regina suddenly call me say she is coming to genting oso

hehe ^^

then when im at the themepark,i saw ivan ng

hehe..so qiao..

then around 6.30pm i drive down bk to kl

was a fun trip

but nex time i duwan wear shorts le T.T

damn cold

too bad cant meet regina cz she was at indoor themepark,im outdoor..

bt nvm la..got chance de

hehe ^^

sOMe pIc tO viEw ~

iVan nG..mEet hIm aT theMeparK =)

nIcolE -- mY couSin sIs

aNn@cAr jOurnEy

nIce lOllIpop bY thE cloWn

mE & eRn

i lOve tHe vIew

kImbeRly n nIcloE

oN the pirAte sHip

oN thE carOUsoLE

mY beloVed mOm

hE is jiAn miNG

mY brO ^^

aNn @ 20/12/09

lately chat alot wt keatkeat

hehe

noe more things about him

n he vry cute la !

hehe ^^

wun ps de him..n lik to make funi face make me laugh all the time..lol..

LEE WAI KEAT

lately oso got some probs...

relationship prob..

n education prob..

im rili facing dilema between which school i should go to nex year

i dunwana waste my parents money sending me to private skul yet my results r stil the same

but on the same time,i noe goin to sempurna wil be better 4me academic wise..

hmm..i nid some advise n help... ><

praying evryday for God's guidance..hope i wun make the wrong choice

- - E N D

aNn.fOrevEr

Eternity musical

2009-12-21T00:38:00.005+08:00

[ 19/12/09 ]

finally the day of Eternity is here

after months of practise,its the day to SHOW

haha

ytd was full dress rehearsal@ PGRM

our first time for dis musical at pgrm stage

quite ok de.. the couple dance i practise le vry long time oni can so perfect hehe

vry proud of myself n my partner =)

11am reach PGRM

hang around til 11+ 12 oni evryone reach

then v start to rehears

not bad la

cz all oso shou le..ytd do b4

then go change liao..n make up..hair..thn lunch..

n of cz my fav -- take pic ^^

the english musical start at 3pm..

chinese at 7.30pm

so in between the break v jz hang aorund n practise n touch up our make up

thanks to ♥ regina ♥ for helpiong me make up for 2nd round chinese session..^^

vry nice..i like it..too bad no time to change maii hair style

hehe

here are some pics:

eLWin iN His nERD lOok

lEnglUi reGinA & mE ^^

MaE CHan -- OuR CHoREOgrAPheR

ShE !S My QB jAniCe lEe x)

aH keoNG..chUan..Ann..fAtt..

tHX foR ComiNG To SUPpORT mE =)

dIs poSe i pRActiSE vry LONg n sUper mAny timES onI caN PerFEct..

hE lOok vRY lENgzaI in DIs jACkET ^^

F4CG

Eternity__19.12.09

aLl giRls DAncERs

gRoup PIc b4 perFormAncE

-- then the whole thing went on smoothly..

took group pic on stage..

came out on 21/12/09 de NAN YANG SHANG BAO ^^

hehe..

was a great experience to work with such potential ppl..

learnt alot..n made many new relationships..

hopefully they will last forever =)

all glory be to God for making dis production a success

it has touched lives,saved souls,n brought ppl together

thx to MAE CHAN for being such a patient teacher n choreographer (GBU ^^)

n to the production director,andrew chou,music director,ENYA school of beauty make up artists,etc

u all hv made dis work wt all ur preserverence, determination n patience

ETERNITY MUSICAL

19.12.09 SATURDAY

3-5PM / 7.30-9.30PM

I LOVE YOU ^^

- - E N D

aNn.fOreVer

A.P.Y.A.C conference

2009-12-21T00:36:00.007+08:00

[ 10/12 - 12/12 ]

APYAC was awesome!

rili filled wt the presence of God

i bet evryone hu went for it was touched by the holy spirit

day 1

woke up at 5.15am..went back to sleep..woke up at 5.30 xD

got ready went to churh..took bus..reach GTPJ at around 6.50?

lol..i forgot dy

then gather for ushers meeting..

my team is in chrge of the PAROUSIA hall

greeting ppl..make them high n syok

but actually just me n my gang 38 at there

haha

lol..

hmm..thn around 9.25 go into hall n the fun started x)

during our free time (4-7pm)

we walk to JAYA ONE mall..

ntg de..oni 1st floor got stuff to shop..thn elwin bring us to 16th floor..

its a company..thn dis guy walk out frmt he company n look at elwin lik vry ke lain him lidat...(he tot v r elwin's kids)

zzz..

inthe end,v cross the road to McD,had lunch..some went to subway..

thn went bk to GT..

day2

i woke up late..8.23am!!!

suppose to be at GT ald..

zzz..

mum drive me there..

got lost..

jeremy oni anser call

the rest all duno die go where liao (kidding)

got there around 10++ >.<

tdy free time was spent at the GT cafe

had some talk wt evryone there..

elwin share about some stuff..

fun day

alot siao thing happen

but lazy type

haha

day3

abit sad evrytgs gona end

but hapi that i learn alot n know more bout christ

glad that im hving the life i hv

thk God for my fmaily..frenz..health..prosperity..for my evrytg =)

some pics here .. enjoy ^^ :

cHERyl & mE @ APYAC day1

jEns!ne..mE..tiffaNy

oUr vRy perASan cg leADer

eLwin tOo

THaT DonkEY MakE chrIStinE scARed TIL hIDE aT a COrnER

Haha

HolY MOthER elWin x)

THey tRYing tO MakE klcc

bUT obvIOUslY theY FAIL

wAn er..chEryL..sAraH..aNn..chRistINe

aS usuAL..slEEpinG~~

i piTY the flOwer..

mY New Car

waD u tinK ? ^^

lAst grOUp piC b4 eNd oF APYAC

wOoo!! F4CG roCks!! ^^

APYAC ILY

but camp is better cz can overnite

hehe

lukin 4ward to it nex yesar!

- - E N D

aNn.fOreVer

hoLiday StaRts

2009-11-28T02:29:00.004+08:00

i dun rili rmb wat i did since holidays started

but here r some things i rmb doing

20-22 nov -- i stayed at my yingying's house ^^

my mum went outstation,dad overseas,sister n brother in mont kiara..

so zhi hao go there stay lo..

hmm..b4 goin to her house,i attended a friends funeral..

so sad ="(

rili cry..especially when i talk to the mum..

haiz...y all the gud ppl in dis world must go so early..

but the bad ppl que stay so long?

maybe is God let them suffer on the world b4 die ba..

after that,we ajourn to kajang eat their famous satay^^

got around 10 of us go..

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

♥josiah

♥elwin

♥pas.siew chin

♥doreen

♥pas.michael

♥daniel

♥vivian

♥mahadeva

♥jonathan

♥me ^^

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

then eat eat n chat chat..

the satay rili nice leh

nex time wana go again ^^

around 1am oni i reach ying house..

rili paiseh n sry leh aunty..

nid u to wait for me..

sry sry n thx..

then i straight go shower,chat wt ying,on9 til 4am..then sleep..

the nex day v order pizza delivery..

sam oso come join us..

then at nite go out eat wt ying family..

sunday nite..back home lu ^^

thx aunty uncle for letting me stay over ya

n i oso wana TQ elwin n johnny for sending me to n fro

i ffk elwin leh ><

he came to ying house fetch me

but i stil sleeping ><

rili sry elwin!!

n thx..

i rili appreciate it

monday n tuesday i forgot wat i did le

thursday went to see our new house

almost done dy!

hehe..i chose green for my room colour..

hope the result wil be Okay ^^

then,my hp ring..is Elwin!!

arghh!! i forgot tdy is YET..

hehe..paiseh..edi one hr late..rush there..n listen..

learn alot of "ren shen dao li"

n let go of my past.. feel so much easier n lighter now..

burden free ^^

after YET on thursday i went to jonathan house

first time i see jeremy geh soft side..lol

"People will always want what they don't have" ..

wait there for mum til 6pm then went for dinner n back home

YET 2009

Group pic

today

i woke up at 12..

eat..get ready for tuition..

suddenly i feel very angry n dissapointed in myself..

i cant even do the Q that teacher taught me b4..

felt like such a failure ><

so i canceled tuition..

im so glad mum only let me do private tuition..

then i can change it whenever i want

hehe^^

so bad..

hmm..i fell asleep on my bed..sleep AGAIN!! lol..

my hobby rili is sleeping x)

then woke up at 6pm..go bath..

then went to timesquare..

ate at Penang village

tdy i wear my 3inch heels..

gosh i need more practise

feet pain like ntg

since i be wt "him" .. i nvr wear heels anymore

now must practise more lo ^^

bought a new top..mum saw it say vry nice so she sponsor..thx mommy ^^

hehe..

then watch Mulan

rili gud show leh!!

the beggining might be abit boring

but the mid n end part not bad de^^ hehe..

during the movie..

he sms me..hmm.. i rili duno how la..

im trying my best here..

but he like..trying to make it harder for me..

i need my frenz&family support now..

if not,i won't be able to get through....

1am back home.. tdy whole day sleep..so not rili tired ..hehe ^^

awaiting my new day tmr!

gona do sumtg tat wil make me vry vry VRY happy n satisfied if i succeed

hehe ^^

hmm..

tats all ba..

pics..tdy cant upload la..i lost my camera de charger so cant on it ="(

need to go low yat le ^^

9s evrybd

-- E N D

aNn.fOrevEr

2009-11-17T00:39:00.003+08:00

16.11.09

finally i get the tickets to this show

really full house for consecutive few days wa

sumor in evry mall including IOI mall ><

but happy n satisfiied at last got to watch it

the movie is 2hrs 40mins long

about the end of the world

extremely exhilirating

like in the bible,the rapture will happen..

then the tribulation for 3.5years

micro chips will be inserted as a mark of the devil

we humans must make a choice n stand strong,dun gv into the satan's deceit

then the 2nd coming of God will come

n the epic battle of the Armageddon b4 the end of the world wil happen

where Christ will thriumph n satan will ne locked in the bottemless pit -- Abbys

for 1,000 years...

awesome show

evryone must watch if u hvn watch ^^

P.s : good luck to all SPM students

just do ur best dun gv up

n all hu r hving exams..gambateh !!

- - E N D

aNn.fOrevEr